social life ~
@fyrin Like I really do give off the impression of being super lonely and thats not necessarily inaccurate but that's not through lack of friends, I am just capable of being lonely even while o am spending every day with people
social life ~+
Have been super busy recently have seen four friends around York separately over the last couple days and it's been really good but also exhausting
It turns out that when you are constantly desperate for friends and constantly go around looking for them you end up with quite a lot of them but I'm still constantly desperate for moooooore
bad flat-earth joke
@starwall_e um actually have you looked at space, there's no curvature, if blackholes were warping spacetime surely you would see the curve, ugh, stupid hole-heads
cults
@lastprincess @format@radical.town legit though please give me a comforting set of lies I can structure my entire life around rather than having to figure it all out myself in the chaotic mess that is reality
open question
@SunSaint it's gotta be roblox lets be honest
bad joke
@lambdagrrl :O in this christian minecraft server?
@kel@plush.city @Alyx Ants are great friends :3 I love giving them gifts
social anxiety vent --
Sometimes I just get super paranoid about everyone around me for absolutely no reason, and every single thing they do is analysed to death for any potential interpretation that could imply that they hate me but just aren't saying so for whatever reason.
I spend so much time socialising, both online and irl, and sometimes it just absolutely exhausting spending hours and hours constantly on the edge, desperate for validation, for a clear and unambiguous message of "friend"
@deidara let me know what you find, a demon that eats faces lives in my attic but he's friendly
Queer kinky poly 21yo confused nonbinary leftist depressed compsci apocalypse of a professional label-collector, uses they/them, allegedly banned from utilising the following articles: uWu, oWo
Boosting always okay unless specified, I need internet points or I starve
Also my brain is a bit of a stormy place and sadposting will appear at times