bearer of the curse @goroakechi@computerfairi.es

it is so fucking funny to wake up after back to back nightmares and go “what the hell i thought i was over this” as if extensive childhood trauma is just shit you get over

sorry i should elaborate this is my fiance btw i have agreed to marry this man in the near future

“youre not supposed to use them for deity work” yeah i dont think he minds that much somehow idk just a feeling though

wondering if i should get an athame for my work with Ares so i start looking around online for one mostly out of curiosity and almost immediately stumble upon the perfect one so i suppose that is a resounding yes

pov you are me trying to scroll federated posts but I keep losing my place because it keeps refreshing in real time and I keep getting increasingly frustrated

im just sitting here staring at this discord message I received completely unprovoked and wondering what steps I took and what decisions I made in my life to end up here precisely in this moment.

this would probably be easier if i werent so particular about the people i interact with on this subject

where the hell is the mastodon fickin community

winter storm warning today through saturday but i work at a hospital so i still have to go in 😔

cis people will say “i love men with boobs” and show an image of a cis man with slightly defined pectorals. fucking grow up

gender

thank god i didnt join a huge general socializing instance

only when i do it though

being in love is so fucking cringe