bearer of the curse @goroakechi@computerfairi.es

i think the thing that i miss the most about working in a job that isnt food service oriented is being allowed to paint my nails. 😔 i would really like to get a manicure sometime

@TheIronFox it doesnt make you a failure at all. personally i was on prozac for years and if it helps, then it helps. imo theres no difference between psychiatric medication and any other medication, theyre all just tools to heal/allow us to function better.

ive always been more of an abstract, social sciences person.

updates: been trying to teach myself python via free internet courses and the closest thing i have to programming knowledge is html+css (which ive been told ~isnt coding anyway) so its a bit difficult to wrap my head around

not to mention how my barista manager knows & cares about my mental health struggles as opposed to a manager that literally wasnt even there so when i had workplace concerns i had no one to report them to :-)

shitty normie job where i am forced back into the closet and pressured into, once again, assuming a fake persona <<<<<<<<< shitty barista job where half of my coworkers are trans & gay and think im cool

hello everyone i have been busy recently struggling with the consequences of my own actions

not my fault men are hot

update. still here, still gay

i love how the twitter update just full stop gave me a new tab that is practically curated to show me things that will piss me off

i hate him

@SteelWool thats fair, its a frozen hellscape over here

@SteelWool Fahrenheit 😔

@SteelWool its 9 degrees here can we trade

im supposed to be sleeping rn

my fursona is a wolverine i think