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me: i would like to Sleep
brain: let's have a mindblowing personal epiphany
no: nooooooOOOOO
brain: trust me this is gonna be totally worth it at 6 am
me: that's in three hours
brain: ??? ????
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@coda *offering so many hugs* i hope you're not in the same boat, but if so, i have judgment-free snacks and a couch that does its best <3
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@heytanuki i often have sleep problems and have had to not sleep upstairs with partners so much bc of it (need to be in space i control w stuff i can use to take care of myself if i can’t sleep) so i have lots of sleep problem empathy 😢
Also you’re sweet 💟
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@coda aaaaaa, same same same same same same aaaaaaaaaaa
like if i feel like i can't sprawl in a certain direction, or make a noise, or have a big plushie on one side of the bed, it's like
obsessive thoughts instead
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@heytanuki YEP all this tbh
(also i like to sleep wtih the tv on so much. either playing some youtube playlist or my like fireplace app or something)
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@coda also you're sweet, kdjflksjdalkhg
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@heytanuki I went through SO much of that oh my gods. *grin* be sure to take it easy and trust me~ it'll be an oddly fond memory later ;P
insomnia (-) - vague PTSD stuff??
@Oneironott i hope soooooo!!
lots of thoughts focused on alienation throughout life and missing out on... but wait, what would i have missed out on? there's infintesimal inclusion for people like me
but usually, i take this as a point of independence and pride, and i don't think that's changing. i have friends, i have support. it was just like, hey guess what, there's people that don't freak when presented with, like, ordinary marketing. or the smell of leather
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@heytanuki fuckin same as hell
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@heytanuki 😢 this sucks...