tanuki~ @heytanuki@computerfairi.es

goodness lots of Big Nonbinary Energy today and it is exac what I need tbh

same, god bless angry nonbinary people

https://fantastic-mister-bugbug.tumblr.com/post/177885660969/vcughn-acsnow-this-was-my-zine-from-the

@Saxxon look if we weren't meant to post from the shower, why is water resistance such a mobile design priority now?

venting:

i accidentally upset a friend, apologized a lot, had a panic attack about it, tried to apologize profusely for nothing to other friends, can't get out of bed, and i'm listening to LCD Soundsystem.

can i just remember that i was behind on meds for a few days and relax. pls. i have work today.

Bonus Mental Health Tip Slash Note To Self: stop shit-talking yourself

@Oneironott it's so good to hear this though. i am realizing that i deal with a lot of guilt from it, and it makes me want to hide. but the toothpaste won't go back in the the bottle.

"oh nooo there are actual men and women that deserve this, not me"

shhhhhhhut up brain

@Oneironott oh my gosh, i would be flattered but feel so weird... i really just want the world to recognize more a/genders, but it's interesting how people try to make sense of nonbinary folks. "box A doesn't quite fit, probably box B. hmm." and if i had the social fortitude, i'd be like, shh shh, i tried for way too long to make that work...

i got called ma'am again today, and it melts my brain, because it's so different. instead of correcting themself when i got closer, the clerk complimented my outfit. i am sO NOT USED TO THIS. it feels nice, even if the gender is wrong.

i though it'd be impossible for me to be seen as not-male, so i just do/wear what i want. it's the earrings, isn't it?

do all of Us Folks go thru this? i've spent all day thinking about a 30-second interaction aaaaaaa

@kit hello i could use all, it's been a heckspace of a day. ✨

@chuxen@queer.party she is.... so good..... 💖

@chuxen@queer.party oooomg the details are just SO GOOD.

honestly i couldn't tell that it was pixels from the preview, but i love it all zoomed in. like, this level of detail is amazing <3

some music for the cruddy weather today. it's been a steady blorpy drizzle (video link) https://photos.app.goo.gl/H4e7yX5G9zXSh1ey5

(trying to record while playing with my non-dominant hand sucks)

@poss_bot WHOA. i think i checked them out, months ago, and didnt see colors like that. i want em now?!

"Name for the order?"
- "tanuki"
"How do you spell that?"
- "タ, ヌ, キ"