tanuki~ @heytanuki@computerfairi.es

@chuxen@queer.party ooooomigosh there's something magical about it

i mean, your legs being smooth and soft and really being able to appreciate em, aawwww

and like, the edges of your body feel different. it's something i didn't know i needed <3

anyway this got me thinking about "i With A Star" or "i With A Heart" because it would be really good

like also what about "i With A Fox Face"

@mxsparks yessss! honestly Unicode needs something like a Zero Width Superscript Joiner

<Multi_key> <less> <3>

Petition To Add Lower Case "i" With A Star For The Dot To Unicode

did Marquee Moon get popular all of a sudden? like I've been standing under a speaker for for the full 10 minutes at a restaurant so I can groove to it. it's the second time in a month I've heard it out somewhere

like it's real good

but now??? it's 41 years old?

appointment was great, with my therapist basically facilitating a space where we could really share some feelings. and we did til we felt stopping. we were exhausted after,

all these little plastic fences i put around my life get melted down again and again. who's rebuilding them? my brain

i like to talk about my brain like it's an independent thing because it's not a bastion of reason and intelligence, it's a reactionary organ of misguided overprotection

@Leucrotta thanks!! actually it went really really good and aaaaa I'm so supported aaaaa

i'm also reading Drop-Out (BIG HUGE CW FOR suicidal themes and childhood trauma http://drop-out.webcomic.ws)

and it is amazingly good, the author/artist is amazing and i don't know who they are. the expressions. the fact that one of the characters can have two different expressions at the same time is is is is is

it

aaaaaaa

bringing my partner to my gender therapist session tonight. we're on the same page about HRT, but she has concerns that she wants to talk through. and i want her to talk through! and we will have a voice of experience there. nothing about this isn't positive and Good

and i can do this, i know i can do this, but wow i have the biggest anxiety for literally no reason right now

@tahajin no this is good and everyone can experience this in different ways. this is a healthy way.

freaking out about it and believing that it was your fault or in your control is damaging, but I know folks can be like that. some people try to read into the void too much

not reacting is not equal to not caring. 💜

also I get a lot of anxiety coming back into folks' spheres and wow I probably touched you with a little bit of it but honestly would rather be with than without you.

@sylverfyre@queer.af ooooomf. here’s hoping for a recovery in the future (and thanks for the solidarity!) 💖

@Saxxon yeah, they do understand. most are friends!

thanks for the reassurance tho, you pretty 💖

aaaaaaa reducing all my patreon contribs to $1, i want to keep going but i'll bump them back up when The Money Situation improves =n=

guess what I'm mae

and

mae is trans

@jankar89 @chuxen@queer.party sweeeet! aaaahhh i wish i was into this hahahhaha i wanna rep

@jankar89 @chuxen@queer.party WHOOOOOAAAAAA <33333

i'm back home and SO TIRED. the whole week was just jammed with work ;.;

today: trans/intersex art festival! (was fun but it turns out i am at critical low levels of social energy)
tomorrow: nothing
monday: therapist appt
tuesday: D&D
wednesday: enby support group
thursday: drive to parents' (ugh)
friday: fly to nola
saturday: NOLA GRAVEYARD TOUUUURRRR also a wedding i guess
sunday: fly back to parents'
monday: drive home
tuesday: D&D

I AM READY TO DO HECKING NOTHING FOREVER

@chuxen@queer.party omg that's awesome aaaaaa =D

i don't play any racing games but if they had a tiny car i could put nonbinary colors on, and make an Enby Am