thunderstorm crackle dream @hungrychangeling@computerfairi.es

however, it turns out that the urushi sap that is the foundation of all the various parts of the process is in from the same plant family as poison ivy and friends

so - I got a kintsugi kit to repair some sentimental pottery that was dropped by a housemate. I always think 'oh what a beautiful metaphor maybe this time I'll do it', and this time I did!

i am a virtual pet play mosh, and we are doing show and tell, and it is soooo tender

also what a great accessible way for me to shop as a bunself

@alexlaw you get a free fantasia position when you finish the content from the original game (:

I am in the midst of my first ever 'sober spring'
which is the longest I've ever gone without drinking alcohol since I was like 17/18 (this is day 44), and maybe this is a new annual practice from equinox to summer.

mapping out the parameters of the space has been interesting , which things fall into this spring's particular practice

so!
I'm in the process of attempting to get my nation's membership card which involves needing birth certificates back to the dawes rolls
but since i live in so called canada now I can't just have the state ship me birth cerifcates so I mailed them to a package forwarding service, which still hasn't forwarded them & because I have anxiety I opened a live chat today but then closed it as soon as the help person responded since they wanted a tracking number which I don't have, oops

it is very important to rush to kiss the first kale blossom
then to notice all the other tender shoots

@dragonmagic leveling up yr phone call mage class

@dragonmagic it's such a compelling character story! like wow!!
I think whenever I get a second combat class up to lvl 50 I'm going to do their relic weapon quest the long way, like make the components myself

i wish housemates moving out, exes stepping out my life, friends who are going to stop texting back
would stop telling me I am "inspirational"

everytime a depressed housemate moves out they are like "i have failed you by being sad and boring when you are all so great" and i get to feel "no i am also sad and boring to my brain don't worry ok goodbye forever"

all my ideas to make more involve there not being a pandemic

also when i was going to circus classes that didn't lead to any friendships so maybe the queer skateboarding meetup also wouldn't pan out lol

how in the whole world do i make the kinds of friends who invite me to do things regularly as an adult
and not just be an occasional friend???
question of my entire life living in this goddamn city lol

this brought to you by seeing a lot of my friends here regularly hanging out at the backyard like a block a way for me but never having been invited and really onlyhanging out when i initate

@dragonmagic it's a holiday country wide but why is different! (usually it's the day for the province i think)

@dragonmagic https://toebeanies.com/ have you seen these irl toe bean socks?

crying on the bus when Wingnut Dishwasher's Union comes on the playlist

@dragonmagic i think it depends on like...how the astronomy is? and also where the world is in space? but usually the 20th (in North America)

& getting off in the living room

the marco polo video app is just like 'hey these are people you know who are already on this app maybe you want to talk to them?' and i am like yes but also what if..the fact that they are on the app is a secret and it will make them mad