last night was... rough. right as I was about to go to bed, lyrics popped into my head. I haven't heard the song in... over a year. And it's still painful.

"It's been a long day, without you my friend, and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again"

I can barely listen to that song these days. Lost my lil bro in 2015. I miss him a lot. the no rap version of that song is just... it encapsulates my feelings perfectly. and it hurts so much.

I can barely see the screen for crying right now. goddamn. it hurts so much