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My mum met with people from the horrible place I was working at for 4 years, and told me that they said they missed me.
it's so hard for me to reconcile the pain and suffering they caused me with the surface level positive relationships I had with everyone there
sad
i hate how I can be feeling great, and then I'm reminded that I'm still stuck and still attached to these people who'd destroy me if they realised I was trans.
that despite wanting to present more effeminately for 8 fucking years I'm still trapped in a situation where doing so is going to cause huge huge problems.
sad
I feel like it's too late...
that even though I'm finally safe enough to be out to my irl friends, I might not ever be able to transition or w/e because I got trapped in this homophobic/transphobic job for 4 years
I'm crying rn...
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@lizardsquid that sucks a fucking lot friend. I hope you feel better soon, and for what it's worth, it's never too late.