🌱lulu🌱 @lulu@computerfairi.es

diagnosis: yaoi withdrawals (severe)

staring at the "New Followers [alt right shithead]" thats been stuck at the top of my feed on neocities for the past few days even though i blocked him immediately like i'm an old man watching a snot-nosed kid dig a hole in my lawn for the third time this week because i'm too old n frail to chase him off

Graphic Depictions Of Violence, CSS (Programming Language)/HTML (Programming Language)/Reader,
friends to enemies to lovers, slow burn, hurt/comfort

*rises from the grave with a harrowing groan*
im.. making... a neocities...

woman holds me tenderly in her arms and my back cracks in 3 different places and my hip dislocates because i didn't do my sacroiliac stretches this morning

spent like 2 whole hours making a choose your own adventure for a sideblog on tumblr just for the hell of it... maybe i should make an actual text based adventure some day

spent 3 hours weeding the front yard listening to extremely sad music. i sent those poor weeds to heaven...

turns out communities full of a bunch of other autistic queer people who're all passionate about the same thing are... good? what a surprise! /s

made a freak account on tumblr for thirsting over robots and such and i forgot how active small communities are there cuz now a bunch of people are actually replying to my post n sending asks n shit!!!! woah!!! cant believe being a freak online was this fun!!!

just weeded the yard listening to the doom eternal soundtrack i sent those weeds straight back into hell

if mozart could see what horrors i was reading while listening to his music hed crawl out of his grave and kill me with his own two hands

me: what if the person i think i am is wrong, what if my identity is crafted from fragments of other people and there is no genuine "me"? what if
cow outside my window: MOOOUUUUGGHHHHHhh.... 🐄​

Lulu has been allowed 1 (one) hour of outside ladder time to scrape some paint off the roof. It has sent a picture with the message "I LOVE LADDER TIME". Picture attached below.

being unemployed living rent-free in my parents house is literally just me running around wagging my tail at the opportunity to do chores because its so boring sitting in my room all day

*dripping wet with water, smelling faintly sweet*
moooooom a girl shoved me and now im in some weird empty office can u pick me up...

wish having a 2000's looking flip phone was viable in the modern era but without my stupid little smartphone im softlocked in real life

reading pure fluff with the most intense dramatic music going on in the background is like watching the beginning of a horror movie where everythings still fine but you know somethings about to happen, but it never does

im listening to my extremely intense and gothic classical music playlist pretending im a vampire in my castle reading whatever cool vampires read but in reality im reading fanfiction

🖕​<- to the sky

wanted to go for a walk for the first time in literal years today but theres a stupid STORM going through sweden rn messing everything up im gonna cry