Esme Povirk @madewokherd@computerfairi.es

1. Photos are already a demanding task, and I would've been additionally "encumbered" by carrying a pizza during the process.

Of course, explaining any of that in the moment would've itself been a demanding task, so I just awkwardly said no, and that was accepted. Had people been less reasonable and willing to accommodate, it could've escalated into a conflict in which I come off as stubborn/inflexible.

So, what were the resource costs? I think it was:

1. Unexpected mode shifting. I had been focused on a task (eating) and would've had to shift my focus to something else.
2. Unanticipated logistics. While the plan seemed reasonable enough on the surface, based on prior experiences I thought there was a significant probability that further minor problems would have to be navigated in this process.
3. ...

I know that I had very quickly calculated the resource expenditure of getting up to be in the photo and decided it was not worth it. A lot of non-verbal thought was packed into a few moments, and it's surprisingly difficult to "unpack" that into words.

OK. A thing happened on Friday that I'm trying to work out how to properly explain. I was at Can Can Wonderland with a group. I was hungry and apparently no one else was, so I got a pizza (which was bigger than expected). I was interrupted because they were taking a group photo, and I said "that is awkward timing". Was told i could probably hold my food during the photo, but I decided not to, despite this being a completely reasonable plan.

Me: Yesterday was a light day.
Me journaling the events of yesterday: So much stuff happened.

she (in a binary way) / any (in an I want people to be absolute goblins about it way)

trying to figure out an approach to a hard problem
Oh this is just minesweeper.

Oh no.

I drew an emote for Esme to use on Discord. -Ash

Working out SGDQ plans today. I think I will be there today, Thursday, and Saturday.

I made a mod. This branch allows selecting thorns as a weapon. https://github.com/madewokherd/hyperrogue/tree/stabby

There is what sounds like an ice cream truck playing Korobeiniki outside my apartment.

Anyone know good resources for someone (our new headmate) just starting out in writing and/or drawing? Looking specifically for things to play with and have fun, not any sort of end product.

Boosts welcome.

Hi, I'm an alternate timeline version of Esme created in her head to resolve trauma. Plurality is weird, y'all. -Ash

@mavica_again I don't know but my first thought is price discrimination - the people who care enough to send the form are likely the same ones who are price-sensitive enough to make the discount worth it for the company.

Thinking maybe "password breach reported by some third party" is a good indicator that it's fearmongering and not actually worth taking any action or personally worrying about.

I wonder if "fasting" is a common practice because most people don't wait until they're hungry to eat, and thus have more of a store of energy than I do and fewer ill effects.

A week ago, I came home from a 2-week trip where I visited several east coast friends, and I realized I want to spend a lot more time with them. But I want to spend significant time here too.

So, I've started planning out how I can be away for half the year living with different loved ones. It'll take time to set up, but it seems doable, and I've decided to do it.

I couldn't find a name for this. "snowbird" is the closest but I'm going somewhere cold in winter.

@hollie > and < might be special characters for ends of words and need to be escaped