Esme Povirk @madewokherd@computerfairi.es
Joined Aug 2018
meditation journal //
@lioness I don't think we could do this. We can do intra-system hypnosis where someone else is managing the trance (but we only have one consciousness so they have to do sneaky non-verbal thinking if they want to think anything that's not for the hypnotee).
Might be an interesting experiment for Cedar though, if anyone here can do it it'd be them.
Esme Povirk
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MYTH: your gender is determined at birth and can never change
FACT: your gender is determined by the witch who takes ownership of your soul and will change according to her whims
@recursive We are mostly legible in here at least, once you realize there are 46 of us.
Esme Povirk
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"[...]RAID array[...]"
"um, 'RAID array' is redundant"
"yeah, that's what the R is for"
Esme Povirk
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Google is too big to fail, and yet they seem to be failing at basic things they used to do well (like search) while removing useful features (like cache) and adding a bunch of crap nobody needs or wants.
Want to know if a given domain name shows up anywhere in search? Well screw you, we're not going to tell you that anymore, but here's 1,400 completely useless and irrelevant results that could possibly have some info (but don't). When the search engine could have done what it's done for years, and admit that it doesn't know WTF you're talking about and say "no results found." Now it just makes shit up if it doesn't know the answer.
Hey cool! My search result shows the term I was looking for is present on 7 website. Shoot! None of them are online anymore. How about showing us your cached version of the site, you know the one that was used to create this search result? Oh wait, no, you can't see that anymore. Why? Here's Danny Sullivan's dismissive and mystifying explanation: "“It was meant for helping people access pages when way back, you often couldn’t depend on a page loading,” Sullivan wrote on X. “These days, things have greatly improved. So, it was decided to retire it.”
Want software? Great, Google will serve a malicious ad on top that looks a lot like an organic search result but which is paid for by scammers and installs malware.
Esme Povirk
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I was having to read some "neuroscience and education" stuff for a training I'm in at work and there was this part:
"The human brain reward system in the 21st century is an evolutionary mismatch. There is a discrepancy between the conditions that the reward system evolved to serve and those that it often faces in the 21st century. The reward system evolved over millions of years to motivate humans to work hard (invest time and energy) in maintaining their survival needs (e.g., nutrition, protection, reproduction, and the learning of new skills). However, this system is not designed for the abundance and immediacy of stimulation in the digital and instant reward era, which promotes the persistent release of dopamine that leads to an increased craving for reward (seeking behavior; wanting) and a decreased sense of pleasure and satisfaction (liking) "
and I see this kind of assertion a lot: we live in an era of instant gratification, carefully designed addictive apps that hijack your dopamine release system, &c.
but is it true?
No, really, is any of it true. Like do people get stuck infinitely scrolling because silicon valley has figured out how to hijack your brain or is that just still tech sector auto-fellatio because "we can override your volition but that's bad" is still asserting their own power and importance.
Because honestly it feels more like everyone is exhausted, bored, isolated, and largely broke so you're going to gravitate to the free thing that requires almost nil activation energy, which would be the opposite of "I need constant dopamine" and more like "I am a tiger in a tiny enclosure and I am so fucking bored and trapped that I'd do anything to be distracted from it"
@Sophie I feel like "this is only a problem because people treat it weirdly" applies to a lot of things.
Esme Povirk
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I'm looking to hire a plural system familiar with Internal Family Systems therapy for sensitivity consulting on one of my upcoming games
no game design expertise necessary
please boost and share!
no game design expertise necessary
please boost and share!
hypno, vore, amputation //
@lioness "oh don't worry, none of your limbs are lost. I know exactly where they are"
kink/hypnosis/sex
Mind Play (2013 Edition): Erotic hypnosis is supposed to be intimate and interactive, like sex. How would you feel if your lover kept their head buried in a book while they were having sex with you?
Normal person: Yes, that would completely ruin my enjoyment of sex and illustrates why I would not want to use a script to hypnotize someone.
Me: That sounds really fun and I have a new kink now.
@zigg I suspect that when you oppositely shift your clocks and schedule, even though technically you're doing everything at the same time as before, you still "know" that it's nominally a different time and it has a subconscious effect. UTC avoids this (though if your local timezone were closer to UTC you'd probably get something similar when switching to it).
@zigg Oh we opted out in November. But instead of shifting the times in our schedule (which hasn't worked in the past), we set all our clocks to UTC and converted our schedule to that. A nice side-effect is that we avoid jet lag when crossing one timezone, and we never have to adjust a clock even then. It is more work communicating with the locals, but working with other time zones (which we do a lot) is easier.
@recursive I have to wonder how much that general realization is the result of improved communication leading to people having more/better resources they can use to figure their own shit out. -Menderbot
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Its interesting that it took psychotherapy a long time to come around to the understanding that a sizable chunk of what troubles us in our minds is the direct consequence of trauma.
I'm thinking of everything from:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Freudian_Coverup
to
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Internal_Family_Systems_Model
Nowadays, it's considered a pretty reasonable belief that a significant amount of the suffering of otherwise healthy adults is the consequence of earlier trauma.
Shout out to Epistemic Injustice.
streaming
https://twitch.tv/madewokherd I went on a long trip but now I'm back and I'm ready to probably suck at BIT.TRIP Runner today.
@b0rk I tend to do a lot of "git branch -f" because I work with submodules which leads to not having a branch checked out.
If you do have a branch checked out, then I feel like moving it would involve some combination of branch -f + checkout, which would probably be a lot safer and more intuitive than git reset, come to think of it..
I guess you'd do something like
git checkout [flags] commit && git branch -f branch commit && git checkout branch
@b0rk Another wrinkle I've noticed to this is lists: sometimes replies show up on those as well.
I'd need to experiment but my hypothesis based on what I remember happening would be: Replies are shown if they do not start with a mention, the first mention is someone you follow (or maybe someone on the particular timeline you're looking at?), or the first mention is you.
@lioness we like to call those triggers
Esme Povirk
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Female propensity for autoimmune diseases tied to X chromosome inactivation
A system that shuts down one of two X chromosomes is targeted by auto-antibodies.
@b0rk I mentioned commit.verbose already. I also like core.pager=cat (don't want it to auto-page), merge.conflictStyle=diff3 (I want to see what the merge base looks like when resolving conflicts), and I like to make an alias ff for "merge --ff-only"
I didn't know about init.defaultBranch, that's useful.
Joined Aug 2018
