maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

anyone gonna point out that the same fuckers calling us groomers and accusing us of mutilation are the ones promoting pageants that make little girls yearn for nose jobs or

add me on escargot: mavica@escargot.chat

MSN running on modern available MSNP server, over a modern WPA2 wi-fi connection, on a Windows 98 Pentium II laptop with 256MB RAM. screenshot taken a minute ago today

i don't consider this ideal nor elegant but the escargot team (which is a particular brand of gen-z stubborn) has time and time again refused support for anything under TLS 1.3

escargot works on 98, but only if you run it through https://bitbucket.org/ValdikSS/oldssl-proxy/src/master/ on a docker as MITM

tempted to just roll out my own MSNP service at this point, but nobody would join it

anyone know the person behind the omessenger msn server? (http://jeffdev.nl has no easily findable contacts)

i wanted to see if it would work on windows 98 (unlike escargot) but http://gateway.omessenger.jeffdev.nl seems to be down

the only reason i can even post right now is self-medding my brain with caffeine pills

i'm currently in the middle of a cptsd anxiety attack but go off about how i'm too normal to need a support structure

the only reason my wrists aren't covered in scars like some people i know is because i'm afraid of pain. i'm only still "healthy" out of fear, not bravery or stability

high functioning means jack shit when i know i would be the kind of neuroatypical that screams and hits itself that the media likes to portray as low functioning if i hadn't learn to mask urges

i don't exist until somebody perceives me

steamy mushroom soup

there's a couple of positional voice chat forge mods that work ok and we just tried one of them but none of them allow for speaking over long distances

one of them does if you join a "group", which then removes the positional component entirely even if you're close, lol

i want a minecraft mod that does positional voice chat but also switches to a walkie-talkie radio mode if you're far away enough from other players in a group so you can keep talking