maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

very optimistically, i'm only going to be vaccinated next year. i'm glad y'all aren't going to die from covid anymore but i don't get that privilege. so i'd like to not be reminded about it, maybe. i don't think that's asking for much

like, i dunno man. if you wanna brag that you got vaccinated against the pandemic shit that's killed hundreds of thousands of people in my country already go ahead but at least don't try to be cute and bypass my muted words please?

i never thought my recurring life story of "always the last one left out" would extend to life-saving vaccines yet here we are

glad the gringos are enjoying a healthy life though

do you have any cool gadgets built into your chassis? — i can walk around on two legs and i can grab things with my paws i think that's pretty cool https://retrospring.net/maple_syrup/a/106135251509657539

i feel guilty that i'm so burnt out or depressed or whatever it is that's keeping me from either working or enjoying myself for not. that i can't do the things i need to. it's a wholly useless feeling. maybe it's useful to broadcast that even if i don't know what i want out of it

i had to set up a weekly stream just to force myself to play games because otherwise my brain won't want to play games anymore

no activities spark any joy in my brain anymore and i just can't do anything and end up wasting time just sitting around until it's the next day and i'm working again and i don't know how to break out of this pattern

what do i do when i'm burnt out constantly unhappy about free time unable to enjoy it and much less unwilling to do work during free time

i miss having a place to roleplay/persona-play