maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

if i were properly medicated and paid and had the proper surgeries not to want to mutilate my body i might finally have the mental focus to dethrone certain twitter tech sphere microcelebrities who i'm already better than

i'm tired I'M TIRED I'M FUCKING TIRED

i can be the fucking best programmer ever out there, a machine whisperer, and still im unemployable because i spawned in the wrong country and to get to work in another country i need to have a paper telling me i can work in that country and to get that paper i need to have a job

i want to be able to flee my third world country and live with my girlfriends and be able to pay for all of us to be baseline comfortable in our bodies

but that's too fucking much to ask for i guess

i could learn react wordpress drupal whatever the new js hotness is and still not be able to land a job and i'm fucking exhausted

i don't want to be rich. i want to be able to afford to live

i wish it was true that there's such huge demand for low-level C coders out there like people keep flaunting there is because right now I could write an entire operating system from scratch and still be fucking unemployable

can you imagine being rich enough to buy breast implants let alone a vaginoplasty? i can't and i resent them

it's so funny to me that if i had the amount of money necessary to sculpt my body into something deserving of having an onlyfans account then i wouldn't need to open an onlyfans account

"just reach out" lmao when has that ever been true shut the fuck up and stop giving people false hope

not to cause flag discourse but people who wear distressedegg's korps supporter flag in their avatar are a block on sight

i guess i'm not "cute" and "furry" enough

if this is what passes for being tech-savvy on twitter how come i'm not the one with several thousand followers

i'm also unhappy that a lot of my mutuals are still following a third very popular twitter user who antagonized me for trying to teach someone who dug a dectalk out from a thrift store about the voltage differences between TTL and RS232 saying "they don't need to know that"

sorry i'm an asshole jealous fuck! i'm a terrible person for wanting to curate what i see!

i'm just gonna say it that i'm tired of how popular foone and crdude are and i would like to see less of them on my timeline where they somehow keep slipping through my mutes

feel free to quote post this tweet around if that's your bag