maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

nothing left to happen

feel dead inside and might as well make the outside reflect it right

i kinda like how seeing stars isn't an invention from cartoons, if you hit your head hard enough for the moment of impact your visual receptors will actually get shocked into speckled noise

im so tired

i'm tired of just surviving

trying to hold myself together and not doing a good job

caffeine is a worse depressant than alcohol for me today i guess

dick kickem

there is no moral high ground in gritting your teeth and putting up with the things that worsen your mental health. there is no strength to be proven in having a thick skin. if you want to debate with people of opposing views, understand that that is voluntary *work*, not duty.

someone annoys you? gives you bad vibes? you just don't get along with them?

block. block liberally and without guilt. those people were not supposed to be in *your* personal internet in the first place. fight back

the internet would be a happier place if we had all just stayed in our own isolated interest silos

if i wanted a free for all chatroom i would've joined one instead of being coerced into it in the name of "social" "media"

i block often and i block early because it's the only curation left in the modern internet where everybody is piled up in the same commercial service rather than there being an ecossystem of websites i could just avoid going to instead

my level of trust in linux is that i have to wait for my laptop to fully shut down before i close it because otherwise i just know if i close it while it's trying to shut down then the sleep command will take over instead

nobody is hiring software engineers anymore

i hate that today to work in tech you have to work for a big corp doing horrible shit

i want to work with computers i don't want to help oppressive systems let me just get paid to build cool shit

so funny to me every time i realize i'm having none of the problems everybody else has with windows 10 is because i'm on windows 10 enterprise ltsc 🤫