maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

fuck me for living in the third world, right? fuck me for wanting to have a minecraft server, or host my own file cloud

for about 4 days now nobody (that i know who has tried) from the US or the UK have been able to directly connect to me anymore

this is not the first time this has happened, also for several days

i love global telecommunications.

can't wait for certain people to be happy that computer fairies is closing down when their own systems admin isn't even on their instance anymore either

if you have discord notifications you literally are privileged

i envy everybody whose phone screenshots show more than 1 or 2 notifications. i want to have friends too

i can't wait for when twitter lets us block ourselves

i'm literally a robot

i need to acknowledge this. i have depression.

i'm so fucking depressed

i wish so bad i could be myself in vrchat but vrchat is also dead empty if you don't already have friends bc nobody will talk to you if they don't know you and also getting an avatar that properly looks like you is super expensive (in either your own effort or paying someone)

please add me on second life !!! please!!!

i need furry friends and i need to not feel alone in this world and second life is like the only place where i can have a mostly accurate graphical representation of myself

i miss sketching. i miss having the emotional capacity and executive drive to sketch.

if anyone wants to meet up in second life, i'm online right now and don't really know anyone else who still plays, or where to go and what to do

my username is lanatovarisch

don't mind me. i'll be gone soon enough

can't wait to sit around doing nothing

see you monday

i wish there was a furry community somewhere we could get together, i dunno why nobody's made one yet

every single furry knows at least one other furry except for me

i want one weekend where i don't waste the entire weekend on a breakdown and then have to go back to work please

i wish i had furry friends

not that it was ever fun to begin with since just like second life all of the communities formed in it don't allow anyone to join them so you're just walking around the deserted parts of it alone