Rivaclaw🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @renbymon@computerfairi.es

Plurality wise, after speaking with some folk, I've come to understand that I'm at least a median system (https://pluralpedia.org/w/Median) with a number of facets (https://pluralpedia.org/w/Facet). I don't have separate personalities or memories, but when I do switch I have different feelings, desires, interests and likes. Whilst in each facet it does feel like the others aren't there, everything is still there for when I switch back.

NGL, RenaMILF is life goal 👀

Can't take a photo of it because it contains potentially sensitive stuff, but doing bullet style journalising has helped me organise my notebook at work a bit more! Taking notes and marking stuff as done is making more sense and much less clutter.

did you know

renamons

My brain: "Are you sure you're a werewolf and not just deluding yourself?"
Me after I get off the bus: "MOON!! THE MOON IS OUT!! OORRROOOOOUUUUUUU!!!"

Things to take away:
- Self-identity is weird, complicated, and often very fuzzy; just take your time!
- It's okay to be more than one thing at a time!
- It's also okay if you don't feel a certain way for a while!

My werewolf timeline:
Mid 90s, hanging out with some Wiccan friends: "Oh dang what are these wolf feelings?"
Late 90s: "Yeah definitely some werewolf there but I feel so at odds with myself. Oh this Werewolf RPG is speaking to me a lot.
Late-00s: "I feel werewolf but also at the same time wrong and that I'm a fraud; what the hell is wrong with me??"
Now: "It's because I'm trans and I spent the last two decades denying it. I'm a werewolf woman!"

My Renasona timeline:
On seeing Renamon, mid-00s: "Oh gosh is hot, I'd love to be them."
On seeing all the porn: "Okay this is really hot and affirming, but I don't want people to think I'm doing this for a sex thing. Besides I'm male."
Me now, knowing I'm trans: "RenaMILF life goal~"

What if Renamom in 80s nightclub fashion? 🤔