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this has been the kind of week where I want to curl up and take a long nap in a nice burrow

uspol, current events --- 

Everything is so scary lately and going very wrong but I still have to live my life and pretend everything is normal and it's extremely jarring

Logically I should be having a full blown screaming meltdown but I still have to go to work if I want to continue living

my default instinct in civ is to restart when I spawn next to gandhi and I am glad this instinct is still valid in civ 6, apparently he is still Like That

oh nuclear gandhi never change

romance rambling - 

I miss having crushes on people. Idk what it is but I'm going through a pretty long phase where I'm not attracted to anyone and it's weird. That and in that subsequent time I've become even more of an oddball of a person and less "dateable." I don't necessarily WANT to keep up with society's timeline of when I should be with someone and I don't want a lot of things society says I should want but it would be nice to feel like that again one day I guess.

E3, caps 

ANIMAL CROSSING!!!!!!! BREATH OF THE WILD!!!!!!!! I'M EXTREMELY EXCITED

pure things: when my cat lets me gently scritch his round fluffy cheeks

I know civ v like the back of my hand and now I'm like "how do thing"

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family -- 

She only started being "nice" when I moved out and she realized I could cut her off. I wouldn't have had to do this if she hadn't abused me for years so she reaps what she sows I guess. I think she's been trashing me to the rest of the family too and it's frustrating. They always take her side and no one ever listens to me. Oh well, at least my friend found family is better, but I just needed to vent.

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family -- 

I've been on very minimal speaking terms with abusive parents and I wish they would just outright say they're mad at me instead of being passive aggressive. It's my brother's birthday today and biomother is absolutely gushing about him on Facebook when all I got from her on mine was "we hope you had a good birthday" in a DM. It's just irritating that they pretend to do the bare minimum of "nice" to try and manipulate me and I wish they'd just be outright mean.

Today my life force has been restored, my crops have been watered, and the food supply is flourishing

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