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sometimes i get fucked up by the realization that i am An Individual
like, i exist and i'm here
and that's a world-shaking realization for me for a few seconds every now and then
it's like "wha.. oh, oh whoa."
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@squirrel i get this sort of thing too sometimes, it's certainly something
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is that like depersonalization-adjacent???
like idk how to describe it any better