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MARIA AND ANTIMONY SHOULD BE ENDGAME GOTH LESBIANS TOGETHER

OH MY GOD IM SO FUCKING STUPID

oh my god my brains have been in a fucking hells state recently

its 4 am and im like. tired? but not so tired

smashes head into ground

ow

in today's episode of dumb bitch juice, a mosquito landed on the inside of my elbow, so as one does, i frantically slapped the shit out of myself to kill it before i got bit. except it landed on the inside of my left elbow, you know. the one that's busted to shit,

i have seen wayyyy too many stories that either devolve into hell trans discourse infighting, or wind up attracting fetish crowds, and i want neither of those things

see here's the thing, i can never really write/post the demon hunting universe story because part of the latter plot includes ethan and aspen having a kid together, which is actually fairly emotionally significant for their respective arcs, but ethan is a trans dude and would be the one who winds up pregnant and people are absolutely incapable of being normal about trans pregnancy

oh wow i beast ddc naturally.... sakuya a, which is pretty easy, but still

@MUCK :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

... my front door knob fell off??

>getting into fights about politics on tumblr

and robi bit me and the rabbits are gross and i have to swallow my pride and ask my mom for help putting my bedsheets back on

on some level this is an overreaction to the final straw of "i'm thirsty but i have to wash dishes which will make my arm hurt" but also i just checked the politcal situation and have been getting exposed to climate change bullshit all day and bennie's in seattle and frankly we're all going to be dead in five years anyway so what's the point of sticking around

i want to lay down and cry on the floor and drink bleach

there is so much shit i have to do and i cannot overstate how much i would rather hang myself instead of doing it

i think my dad didn't quite realize that when i said "getting the bedsheets off was a struggle" what i meant was "i was drenched in sweat and crying at the end" but that's probably for the best

tbh its really tragic that i cant find a way to let w/w/h be parents in a way that makes sense

witch is just good with kids and would feel compelled to Let This Child Have A Nice Day