Harp the Wigglytuff @wigglytuffitout@computerfairi.es

all i want for new year's is for family members to not be ill and in the hospital

the federated timeline tonight is a brief glimpse into the meme factory, except now we can add "memes" to the list, alongside laws and sausage, of "things you shouldn't see made if you want to continue consuming them"

@Dayglochainsaw and then.

the first words out of my mouth are, in fact, a goof. "YEP THAT'D BE THE ANXIETY DISORDER, YOUR HONOR."

so, the moral here is: at least you weren't in court record with your anxiety being obvious as hell? could be worse?

@Dayglochainsaw if it makes you feel better, i had one of the most regrettable moments of my life in this very topic.

at the disability hearing, going before a judge, about to glitch out of my goddamn skin; in trying to hold it together, i was focusing on my one standard i was holding myself to: No Goofs. No Stupid Jokes. Only Serious.

sit down in front of the judge. he says, "you look nervous, are you okay, miss?"

and then.

why yes i did spend way too much on it thank you for asking!

it has 4 tables of random choices it pulls from, and of those
1. 6 options
2. 8 options
3. 16 options
4. 19 options (which is all the fortunes, natch)

someone else can do the math about how many unique results there are, my liberal arts brain says that your official answer is: A Lot!

anyway y'all want a silly thing? https://en.shindanmaker.com/854191 here u go. put in ur character's name, get what's in their holiday cracker. with fortune even! #ffxiv #ffxivrp

anyway. putting stuff into motion. i realize that as a white person, wearing a qi lolita dress is treading on thin ice in #lolitafashion , and while a lot of my other stuff is going to be casual and slapdash, i want to make sure this one is more cohesive. i'm hoping the khaki of the brocade bg is a bit warmer irl, otherwise i'll look for a khaki bolero. gonna look for a khaki headbow as well to tie in the warmer brown of the shoes/purse. dunno about what leggings to wear with yet tho lol

i just checked my email and remembered that my late night order from hot topic was no fever dream, but instead reality

listen i'm getting some really cute totoro earrings, ok? focus on those and not the tripp suspender skirt, or the cheezy perfume that comes in glitter-covered skull bottles, or

@citrustwee it ceases to be a horror game at that point and then becomes a dating sim

@makyo@snouts.online for sure! it may be something as simple as time/resources, and feeling like nobody was really that interested, and you can give some valuable feedback of "no wait put it back" LOL ^0^

facebook reminded me - it's a good time to remember the wonderful #CarrieFisher . take your meds, tell body-shamers to fuck off, and be aggressively positive as best you can through your struggles. rest easy, space mom, drowned in moonlight, strangled by your own bra.

@makyo@snouts.online definitely! getting with the con team is a great idea - that means next time they have you to point to as someone who wishes the panel was all ages, or open to teens. you might be able to help them brainstorm ideas for that, like splitting the one panel into two ^0^ (since i do believe in safe sex but ngl if i were at a panel about it with a 14 year old, it'd squick me the fuck out lmao, but the 14 year old still deserves to know about things)