CW: Jealousy, kink, griping
Feeling dysphoric and jealous of people who have dommes and feel good and attractive in their own bodies, can't decide if I need to just block everyone who posts anything kink related or desperately buy myself more sex toys and lingerie hoping it finally makes me feel good
quietly launching #webgbcam 4.3 which changes the page UI a bit to something that feels more comfortable to me
so funny to me how much money and effort and development was put into multimedia in the 90s and how flash and other technologies enabled us to do worldwide broadcast multimedia in the browser (and arguably with a gross amount of monumental more work than with flash, you can still do today with javascrapt) yet we all abandoned that the moment the three big corporations said we shouldn't
My wife @Atatra@computerfairi.es made us some INCREDIBLE medium rare steaks for lunch 😭💜 I'm such a lucky wifegal
CW: dysphoria, eating disorder, vent
Feeling intensely dysphoric and unsatisfied and needing intimacy and contact and also not knowing how to ask for it and not wanting any I do get to be ruined by how uncomfortable I feel in my skin and everything hurts, can't make it stop hurting, can't feel like I could deserve intimacy when I want to scratch my face raw because of the stubble and starve myself because of my body issues
The Fedi Meta, TBS, Blocklists, Everything Summarized
I've written out a very, very long blog post intended to be both a refresher for anyone who hasn't been following all this shit and as my side of the story for some of the more contentious elements, and I encourage anyone who cares about this kind of stuff to give it a read when they can: https://blog.silvereagle.dev/d/3z9flj7l49
wow look what a cool website built by cool people https://netizen.club/
anyone in UK who hasn't responded to the NHS consultation on banning puberty blockers for EVERYONE except children who agree to be part of a clinical study, you have until Tuesday to do so
https://www.engage.england.nhs.uk/consultation/puberty-suppressing-hormones/
Respond here!
#trans #transrights #transrightsarehumanrights #NHS #ukpol #ukpolitics
now i'm not saying that evolution and new developments shouldn't be made
but i don't think that the conglomerate that couldn't keep an RSS reader afloat should be in charge of what those new developments look like
@mavica_again it feels like showing up at the hardware store to buy a shovel and being told by the salesman that shovels are too old and obselte, and he offers you a gigantic fork and proclaims it's more efficient because the head is less heavy, nevermind it doesn't actually fulfill the function you need of it
it's interesting how in computing fields we say that anything old "sucks"
"zip compression sucks" so do internal combustion engines but for a while it was pretty much the only form of powering a car
there's a lot of this shifting perception of something being stationary while what moves is time and how it changes how we think and talk about it that i don't think other fields particularly have
or maybe i'm just spewing bullshit again. but i still think there's brain rot in computing
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