Millie @Atatra@computerfairi.es

Thinking about the girls who get grs and go on crash diets or take weight loss pills and injections and wondering why are you so desperate to be different from me, what is so awful about being like me, are you that repulsed, do you need to assimilate, to be a perfect copy of cis womanhood, take thin and built for men's pleasure

Why am I not good enough

'trans girls all program and wear thigh high socks and cat ears and have lots of kinky sex and are super thin and like all the same anime ' fuck you, I'm not the same as you, I'm sorry I'm not some petite little thing that can just get intimacy when I want it, oh yeah, go and tell me about how expensive your collar was, I'll wait

I'm so tired of wanting to take a carving knife to my body every time I look in the mirror, I'm so tired of it being wrong and broken and nothing helps, sue me I guess

God I would look so cute collared and on a leash. I'm telling you, it's everyone's loss that I haven't been stripped and told to lay at someone's feet. I'm so soft and grabbable and nobody is taking advantage of that.

Morning yearning over I guess, back to sleep for tired pup