Millie @Atatra@computerfairi.es

I should be cuddling a cute girl not facing the horrors of the British winter smh

It's deeply homophobic that I had to get up at 9am when it's so cold to go to a doctor's appointment when I could be comfy and warm snuggled in bed with my wife. Deeply problematic

It is so painfully cold today that my pain is flaring even nestled in bed under the duvet, but I know I need to get up and eat, I'm just so tired

I mean hey, if you're a kinky femme in southwest England looking to woman handle an enthusiastic, but disabled partner, I guess hmu, I have a plus one who needs a lot of cuddles and gentle domming and two player mode is more than deserved with how cute a sub it is.

Also being in the UK it feels so strange to contemplate this stuff. Feels like a country where the only legal sex is while wearing a bowler hat and smoking a pipe. What are the actual chances I'll find a girl who wants to have kinky pup play tranny sex in sleepy old Devon? I doubt it's likely

Sometimes I think about making an account on something like fetlife or the like to try and find a play partner for myself and my wife but every time I get hung up on, who wants a disabled play partner, who wants to have to do all that work regardless of how much I want to explore every aspect of being a switch and a vers. I feel like I'm just not what anyone is going to want and it's painful

Chronic illness is just a daily cycle of laying in bed, asking yourself 'why is it so hard to get up' and then remembering The Curse ™️