FatMadiVersA @FatMadiVersA@computerfairi.es

So yesterday I was in a yarn store and next to it there was a clothes shop so I looked inside and found a cool red leggings in my size wich is not so easy in small clothes shops but the cool thing was that the owner of the shop didn’t know wich pronouns to use and as my partner said sier it was ok and didn’t ask why
now I’m home with too much yarn for my one room but this incident made me happy

@MrUrban@mastodon.social ja gerne finde immer interessant wie andere es sehen und die neuen sozialen Medien haben ja auch Vorteile

@rhonda I thought about it and I get your point and your totally right

@catte@situational.softi.city @rhonda that’s completely o k my intention wasn’t to call out people as trans

@rixx @rhonda i agree when someone is not openly trans on their profile then it would be shitty to out them as trans I just thought most people were open about that in their profiles as it is not traceable to your irl identity but apparently I have been naive and never had any problems being openly trans on my profile

@rhonda hmmm but aren’t most ppl openly trans online so it wouldn’t matter because they are anonymous?

Maybe I’m too oldfashioned but I more like posts in the format of discussions like old forums used to be thatswhy i like reddit but there are not so many queer/feminist ppl from Germany there or in general ppl i follow

@jules@wandering.shop @hollyamory@mspsocial.net @draco @Shonalika @mina @knittingsquirrel thanks a lot for mentioning me

@Lumb this could be so me last year I wanted to cut a salami To make a surprise dinner for my boyfriend when he arrived with the the train in minutes the nicely decorated plate was uneatable except if he was a vampire

So lately I’ve developed Akne wich is not unusual for people taking t nut why on earth does it have to develop on my HEAD and in my underwear area I couldn’t sleep last night because it was itching spooo much.
Cold seems to help abit I discovered while going to town with my partner but I can’t stay outside all day or run around with a coolpack on my head because it’s snowing and effing I cold here anyway
I meanmy gynaecologist warned me Akne might be a side effect but she said like on face

Went to a #queer #fat hangout yesterday evening and it was great and empowering but one of the best things was that someone told me that #stevenuniverse is on Netflix now
I mean okay I could watch it over my Webbrowser but as an almost blind person I hate the adds and the fact that the videos can’t run after another wich is possible on Netflix

Yay when everything goes right I will have an shared flat in an institution that helps trans people in Berlin not the district I would like to live but hey transit is connections will be better than where I am right now and it’s only limited for 2 years or so max because the goal is to bring people into a their own apartment don’t know how to say it better in English
But I’m also anxious especially in the beginning finding all the help I need

I don’t know what’s wrong with me since Friday I had headaches today it’s my stomach the stress seems to be getting to me # generally i haven’t been active much just don’t have the energy or something #disability #homeless #rant #mentalkealth

Probably giving a small talk for a few minutes in Hamburg just depends if I can find somewhere safe to sleep hotel or hostel doesn’t work for me because I don’t feel safe there but probably somebody queer is going to offer me a space they are just asking around

@distel thats great

@FatMadiVersA get labeled as an esoteric who doesn’t care about things like cultural appropriation but the Thing is I discussed this topic with a Tibetan monk who said as long as ppl are respectful abd willing to learn etc the most are happy to share I rather get angry when I see malas or other tools and symbols declared as jewelryy or decor

When I go to the local Buddhist I Centre I am sometimes afraid left wing aor feminist people who see me on the train wearing my mala could call ne out even though I know that it doesn’t matter what other people think and that I am not wearing it to make myself prettier but as ia tool for my mantra work and also it helps when I face anxiety for instance when the train is crammed I don’t want to pretend to be someone that I have the feeling that if you are interested in spirituality you get

Waking up in the morning feeling like two army’s fighting in my belly diarea nausea pain so I had to vall the doctor that’s not the Sunday I planned but atm it feels like everytime I plan things in my life life goes like „oh fuck it“ and everything is different at least turns out its nothing serious

@catte@situational.softi.city feminist or leftwing Hiphop non mainstream electro music stuff from different genres