Toe eating gremlin @Jehan@computerfairi.es

Understand that I know my mother is under so much stress and so ultimately I blame her for nothing rn and just need to vent,

But if she doesn't stop adding talking to me about things that need to be done every time i sit down on the toilet i will scream

@MUCK Same

I'm really worried im gonna fly home and my dad is going to die anyway

So tired... but i really need to do laundry today... and wash the sheets so really thats 2 loads... and I wanted to clean the bathroom and sweep the stairs and kitchen and take out the trash.... ugh this list is too long Im going to sleep

ugh... looks like my black heels molded in storage.... my blue ones did too a while back but I optimistically thought they were the only casualty

oh my gosh i have been on the phone with i swear to gosh every single member of my family today it is only noon and im EXHAUSTED

Jk I showered

I was gonna take a shower but I guess its gonna have to happen first thing in the morning

Ugh... my mom said she'd "call me soon" and its been 5 hours now.... I'm so sleepy but this call is important.... www

Writing professional emails with exclamation marks when you're really feeling a period and ellipses kinda way

Idk spacially im like. This is big enough that im 5000% like calm and laser focused on my 10000 thing to do list but also there's a part of me thats like. What the fuck. What the fuck???

I dont want to talk about this and I don't want anyone to give sympathies i think but. Im just a little fucked up that I am 25 and can't even figure out how to get a job and im like. Trying to figure out how to get medical power of attorney for my parents.

I'm trying to process and like. Yesterday feels like a bajillion years ago

I MADE!!! A GOBLIN!!!! https://picrew.me/share?cd=xsK4pHmmwb

@void valid

This hold music is making me want to gnaw my arm off

@void I love you!! You may have your half hour but know that im still hear for you if you want or need

@void if they're moving forward like that it sounds like it may just be an unfortunate part of the healing process though... but we will keep an eye on it. It's good you will have a little more mobility going forward though. And you will have pt soon yes? They may be better about giving you tools to work out the pain and stiffness while you are still healing.

@void I think its more likely that you nerves have done some healing and you are unfortunately feeling things more because of that. Im sorry you are in pain though... im sending you all my love and support from here.

@MUCK Im very happy for you!!