Toe eating gremlin @Jehan@computerfairi.es

@MUCK lays on u like a weighted blanket...

She's not going to fucking apologize but like. Damn. Ive been trying so hard to be nice and understanding about the bullshit she's been putting out but i can't stop being pissed about that convo last night. Like. The audacity.

Sorry but im still really pissed off that my mom was like "you spent the Christmas money we gave you for student loans on something else" (I spent it on food and rent because I had too and she knows this) as a gotcha for why I'm actually irresponsible when I literally flew across the fucking country to take care of my dad, and then when he fucking DIED, to take care of my mom

@MUCK sad..... i am savoring the real stuff while I can

@MUCK rEAL POG???

@MUCK good morning I love you too.... snnnnzzzz

My aunt wants to talk with me on the phone. I dont want to talk about my feelings or what support I need. I want to go the fuck to sleep.

@void KISSKISSKISSKISSKISSKISSKISSKISSKISS

@void

@void hewwo I like u

@isystem I think that's the case here too.... im gonna call for an appointment today and ask them about their policies

@MUCK yeah the only issue is he hates being picked up so bad like he gets super violent... im hoping he feels shitty enough that it won't be too tough but like 😬

Not like I can drive but are vets even open??? Dammit we really don't have time to deal with this right now

Mom yesterday like, "Itty Bitty doesn't have a UTI! Last time he had a UTI he was pissing blood!"

Me this morning, like clockwork: *cleaning bloody piss off the floor*

@isystem thank you Isis!! I hope so too. I love you so much big love to you too

I think its cute

I know I should finish scrubbing the bathroom but im so emotionally drained so instead im laying in bed and looking at clothes on asos that I won't end up buying

I keep trying to do things and I know she's just processing out loud but she keeps talking about stuff that has to be done or stuff that i was planning to to in a few minutes anyway and im going crazy