Lenalia! @Lenalia@computerfairi.es

@quirk Good aftfurnoon! I hope you enjoy the book! ^^

@kat hugging harpies tonight

@trysdyn Actually, would you mind PM’ing me that list of resources? I feel like it’d be good to have it sooner rather than later.

Like, even if I don’t come out to her during this appointment, I’ll 100% want to have my ducks in a row for the next one.

@deejvalen *hugs* G’night, cutie~

I hope y’all wake up feeling better

My family’s planning trips for later this year

and I’m starting to wonder how long you have to be on HRT before the TSA starts making air travel hell

(I want to start HRT ASAP in any case, but this’ll be good to know, lol)

@DarkWitchClaire weh ;;

@deejvalen Yeah, that’s why it was me flailing “weh” as the response

as the entire thing was that I *can’t* rank the crushes

as imaginary-y’all were just teasing the crap out of me

@monorail big mood, tbh

also, like, literally anything else even the slightest bit romantic XD

I just imagined, like, all my crushes sitting together with me, daring me to tell them which one of them is the cutest

and me just flailing about and going “weh ;;”

@monorail it’s ok, take your time

@behold3r unfortunately

@trysdyn I have some idea of what to look at, but I may poke you for resources in a day or two. Thanks for the advice.

2) I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday, just an “every few months check that your medication is good” appointment.

Do I finally come out to her? My fear is that she won’t be supportive and maybe even blame my antidepressants and try to take me off them

but it’s gotta happen sometime if I’m actually gonna live as myself

which I need to do

even if it means finding a new psychiatrist

So other than the whole feels trip I’ve talked about yesterday, 2 things are on my mind…

1) So I usually switch my watch over to a trans flag wristband when I’m traveling, and then switch it back to the one that came with it when I get back to home and back to “normal”.

What if I don’t? What if I just keep it on and wear that all the time (to work, with family, etc.)? Most people won’t recognize the pattern, and it’ll be a nice reminder of… myself.

@deejvalen @behold3r My brain: “can i pet the twinks”

Me: “…???”

@behold3r *gently pets the mouse*

@trysdyn G’night, jolty~

@kat *pets the lopunny* :3

@quirk Good morning! (can’t sleep ^^; )

I hope y’all enjoy the visit!

@deejvalen good night, cute vap~

*gently pets the vap*