bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

@squirrel ...did something bad happen? I mean, the twitch chat and part of the community just loves parroting garbage, but is GDQ as a whole bad too? :(

@squirrel Though I remember GDQ having terribly bad moments like that at the last one that I don't remember that well.

I do remember some runners wearing MAGA hats and that was pretty fucking dumb.

@squirrel No, it's Shots Fired, a community speedrun marathon for games with shooty elements in them.

Sad because there's some good runs in there.

I'm casually watching this speedrun marathon and I'm pretty sure I heard one runner use a variant of "I identify as a *" and "Triggered" as a joke.

Could you like, not

Man, why is it that I'll go through weeks upon weeks of no motivation, then suddenly it hits me and I'm working up a storm?

This start-and-stop philosophy cannot be good for me in the long run.

stuck in my head: the theme to Croc: Legend of the Gobbos.

jam to this game show-ass music with me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mwWkwQjWVY

Oh god it's noon already? Bleh.

@squirrel more like you write many good songs

There's a small bit of me that wishes how to compose. I've thought about rearrangements and adding backing tracks to existing music, but not making my own compositions.

At least, not without making them sound like I'm just doing a cover of an existing song.

I love obsessing over the backing tracks, what instruments play, what you can't really hear, that sort of thing.

Currently on loop: Billy Joel's The Stranger, but an instrumental edit.

I've always been one of those weirdos who likes instrumental versions of songs, gives the band more prominence over the singer.

I need to learn that some obsessive nerdy shit doesn't matter and to not get angry/get in arguments with people over it.

I did so earlier and I still feel like shit because of it.

@squirrel 'kay *hugs*

hugs to all my friends feeling sad. things will get better :(

hi

I feel like I should take a selfie but I hate the way I look, even *after* I just took a shower.

@squirrel disappointing. :(