bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

Was sneezing and suffering from a runny nose earlier which ruined some Destiny 2 co-op shenanigans.

I took some cold medicine and got some sleep, but I still feel sick.

Now's not the time to be coming down with something.

morning, folks

There was a brief moment where I considered just abandoning the whole speedrunning scene entirely because of So Many Bad Things that have been happening at GDQ and other places.

I eventually thought "this isn't getting any better, so why bother supporting it?"

Then I realized this was a bit much, that we're better now than we were even five years ago.

I abandoned this chicken little philosophy and went to bed instead. That was the smarter move.

Just finished a game of Quake Champions where I played against a player named "Higgs Boston."

Which is also the name for my Dropkick Murphys tribute band

a friend of my parents sent me one of those chain letters talking about "a woman of spirit" and such.

it's amusing, because she probably just shared it absentmindedly, as I'm not out as nb/femme in public yet.

@KitRedgrave this is the conflict I have with GDQ at this point.

They gotta stop making mistakes and start vetting the runners more, it pains me every time I hear some dipshit "for the lulz" runner gets a spot or some other overall drama happens.

It's frustrating

New on the Secret Area, the first post of 2020!

Have some Weekend Writing about Darksiders, a solid action adventure game that while not wholly original was still fun to play.

https://asecretarea.com/2020/01/05/weekend-writing-darksiders/

@Duende@snouts.online yo those sound rad

Saw a selfie of a trans gal I've been getting back in contact with lately and oh gosh she's a cutie aaa

This is so unlike me, it feels weird to go "oh gosh cuties everywhere " compared to how I was even a year or two back

yet it feels... right? it's hard to explain.

@BatElite yeah, I did write about it a while ago.

Just gotta find a place to put it...

@BatElite ye.

@BatElite

I am so glad I got off the wellbutrin because now I don't hesitate on saying things as much.

Now all that's in my wishlist is an Xbox One X (because fuck it, let's get into current gen just as next-gen hits) and a pair of shoes that looked neat but not 100% certain if they're my size.

...I seriously need to find more things I want.

Cleaned out my Amazon wishlist that was full of stuff that's out of stock and hard to find.

Also I probably wouldn't want any Lego Dimensions stuff in 2020. Different time.

I hate that everyone's so far away.

It would be nice just to snuggle up with anyone just so I don't feel touch-starved.

To show me that people care for me.

To feel valid.

@mavica yeah.

@BatElite *smiles, petting your head softly as they hold onto you* ❤

@BatElite Good.

*gives you a warm hug, lightly rubbing your back.*