bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

Got some music at a thrift store.

Gonna play *all* the Huey Lewis tonite

Seriously, it seems like every freakin' Doom megawad has to have that obnoxious bell track from TNT: Evilution: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOk4SEeFYTU

Wanna have unique music for your Doom level? Don't wanna use the game's default soundtrack?

Take some tracks from TNT: Evilution! That's definitely going against the curve right there.

Listening to a U2 compilation and I'm so used to that weird Negativland song "U2" that I fully expect "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" have Casey Kasem swearing about a dedication to a dog.

I woke up late today and had a dream about some movies I used to watch when I was younger and one of the songs from that movie is in my head.

And it had to be some beach boys song from the early 90s that nobody should remember whatsoever.

It's that time again where I dig through my family's massive CD collection and listen to one of the hottest bands of 1998:

Fastball

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In that mood where I feel I have the urge to do something but not sure what exactly.

Hate being so undecided...

Downside of being up this early is that there isn't very many people awake to talk to or snuggle with.

I fell asleep on my bed around 8PM and now it's 3AM.

what the hell, I usually don't get that many hours of straight sleep

Totally forgot the later theme to the lesser-known game show Split Second is pretty good.

Wasn't expecting a ripping guitar solo in the middle though https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJOcXGmCRGE

Wasn't feeling too great, so I fell asleep earlier this afternoon to recover from this sick.

I had a bunch of dreams that had me going through various places and periods of time, and it felt weird. Especially since I hadn't been dreaming too much lately.

Just played a bit of Gear Grinder for a few friends over Discord.

It's... a game. A driving game that also has combat sections. It's like trying to be Burnout, Twisted Metal and Carmageddon all at once.

I'm slowly escaping the terror that is being sick.

Still a bit slower than usual, but I'm not sneezing and coughing up a storm now...

I'm okay.

Still sick, though.

it's 5am, I have a sore throat and I should've been in bed hours ago.

I make wonderful decisions.

New on the Secret Area: A fluff post of me talking about the Silent Scope Light Rifle, probably the most ridiculous light gun I own. https://asecretarea.com/2019/09/27/silent-scope-light-rifle/

I remember last year when I marched in an "abolish ICE" rally. It felt like some accomplishment, even if in the grand scheme of things I didn't do a whole lot besides walk several miles.

It's something I don't know if I could do again. I'm kinda afraid to do stuff like that alone these days considering some of the events that's happened in Portland over the past year.

I tend to keep at arm's reach with current politics.

When I was engrossed in it a year or so back, it made me incredibly depressed and suicidal. I eventually stopped earlier this year to keep myself sane.

I don't want people to think I'm apathetic, that I'm indifferent. I can support and help when I can to stop the rise of american fascism.

I just can't fight alongside you.