mental health, personality
so on Friday I went to a local furry dance party thing with my partner.
I had fun dancing (as much as I could, anyway), but even in an environment where I could be myself, I kept masking myself.
My partner definitely helped me be more at ease (combined with being under a few influences), but I keep thinking about the ideal version of me vs. the me that I publicly express, and how they're not one and the same.
I wanna get better at that. Somehow.
almost bought a copy of Mercenaries 2 for Xbox 360 and now that stupid "oh no you didn't" song they made to promote it is in my head now
suffer along with me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCvIw7DMHXc
Four bendy buses managed to enter a roundabout at the exact same time from four different directions in Oslo yesterday afternoon and get properly stuck, each bus blocking the exit for the one behind it. #BigBusStuck
please also consider this motion picture version. i didn’t get to see what happened afterwards but i hope they got a treat
New Secret Area post: It's Soldier of Fortune: Payback.
The gore-filled action shooter franchise gets one more installment. And it feels like a direct-to-video sequel that's only tangentially related to the source material.
Shares and comments appreciated!
https://asecretarea.com/2025/11/22/soldier-of-fortune-payback-xbox-360/
(aka tonya)
39/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your woof friend. may also be bnuuy or kitty depending on mood.