bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es
(aka tonya)
38/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your kitty friend. may also be bnuuy or yote depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
Shifty Thrifting often shares weird, questionable shoes and half the time I'm like "I'd wanna wear that once? maybe???"
Perhaps this is why you shouldn't come to me for fashion advice. 
Okay let's be honest, who *wouldn't* want these boots?
http://www.shiftythrifting.com/post/177488129725/the-ninja-is-from-a-savers-the-amazing-boots-from
New on the Secret Area: Bond, James Bond.
Let's look at an obscure Bond game, James Bond 007: The Duel for the Sega Genesis.
Likes, shares and comments appreciated!
https://youfoundasecret.wordpress.com/2018/08/28/james-bond-007-the-duel-genesis/
bev!
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My blog, which had been using the same old, outdated design for several years, now has a more current look: https://youfoundasecret.wordpress.com
Got some help with the logo and header from a friend of a community I'm a part of, so it looks pretty nice. 
My blog, which had been using the same old, outdated design for several years, now has a more current look: https://youfoundasecret.wordpress.com
Got some help with the logo and header from a friend of a community I'm a part of, so it looks pretty nice.
Finally sat down and wrote something for my blog.
I gotta start reminding myself that it's not tough for me to write something, it's just having an ideas on what to write about. 
bev!
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Current mood: boost all dogs
bev!
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CS:GO esports, racism mention
CS:GO pro players: wholesome, support each other, call out racism
CS:GO analysts and commentators: literal alt-righters, try to start fights with players and make them fight each other, call non-white players (notably brazillian players) "favelas" or "monkeys"
The latter is why I don't keep up with the scene anymore: they're the ones making the news and commentating the matches
politics, cancer, personal
Look, John McCain was a war hero and a shitty senator. But I would never wish cancer on him, or anyone.
Especially since I lost a close family member to cancer two years ago.
It's the kind of thing you really start to reconsider saying when cancer takes away someone you really care about. Keep that in mind.
gender, brain issues.
When I talked to the doctor earlier this week, I had suggested looking into a psychologist.
I was given a list of potential places, and I should really start making calls and get that ball rolling, if only for my own well-being.
I don't want it to like, stop the gender thing, but rather get me to understand it and not have it linger in my mind so much.
gender
I'm in a really tough spot at the moment.
There's a point where I'm getting that urge to be like "I wanna wear a dress, wear a skirt, wear things clearly not masculine or boring."
This is something I've had occasional urges about for many many years, but it's amplified considerably over the past year.
I think it's starting to get to a point where it's affecting things around me and the things I enjoy doing.
But I can't just *ignore* this.
bev!
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Tonight was a wonderful night, filled with good indie rock concerts and a fair share of drinking.
I'm slowly coming off from it, but I'd say this was the day that made 2018 for me.
internet edgelords and crappy gotchas
Nothing is more head-scratching than idiots going "AHA I FOUND OLD TWEETS YOU SAID LIKE 7 YEARS AGO THAT HAVE YOU SAYING BAD THINGS, AREN'T YOU A HYPOCRITE"
Do they not realize people usually *grow* and improve as time goes on?
Now if they were still saying that stuff today, you'd have an argument. But if they renounced that stuff, isn't that worth a pass?
struggling to sleep, staying up 'til 8AM, then sleeping 'til Noon is not something I recommend, tbh
birdsite, gamers
I hate quoting a dipshit PUA for that, but it's the only appropriate way to describe the whole YouTube "Anti-SJW gamer" fandom at this point.
birdsite, gamers
https://twitter.com/shaun_jen/status/1032468293427372033
"It's like a game! You guys are writing the same thing!"
bev!
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Also proof I'm a dork:
I put the full date in the tags whenever available.
Thus I'm experiencing (some of) 1967 as I speak, starting with The Rolling Stones' Ruby Tuesday, to Jimi Hendrix's debut, a bunch of Beatles, and ending with The Who's I Can See For Miles.
It's really interesting when you listen to music this way.
(aka tonya)
38/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your kitty friend. may also be bnuuy or yote depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
