Angela Quinton @aquinton@computerfairi.es

Every image I boost, every monster suit or costume part I post, is me trying to put together a picture of what I am. Trying to reconstitute the magazine from a ransom note made of cutout letters. There’s a face under this woman’s strange cheeks and big forehead and I want to KNOW IT

There is something under that mask that is more real than most of what I do every day, and I’ve never seen it. It’s not angry or scared or vengeful. It looks and feels like a monster but it’s not malignant. It’s just trying to be seen.

“Angela, a werewolf has to look like a human at least part of the time, right?” Yeah. That’s part of why the allure of lycanthropy is so strong to me. The secret. Masking as a survival trait. But my mask is stuck to me all day every day and right now I want it GONE

i feel so uncomfortable in my human skin. i just don't want to be this thing

me pre-HRT / me after 4 years HRT

Josef of FX Creator is making me silicone werewolf feet to match the Immortal Masks head and hands I already own. The one on the left is finished except for the hair; the other shows a darker paint scheme that will be lightened to match. I’m really excited about these! Having good stompers will really complete any costume I make with silicone partials.

Josef’s site: http://fxcreator.eu/product/short-silicone-monster-socks

#werewolf #creaturefx #cosplay

I yawn. A glimpse of a mouth full of yellow fangs. A shiver of fur across my forearms. Lights out. Glimmer of tapetum lucidum. Goodnight.

Here’s me (human form)

Washed my HRT pills down with this last night. This morning at the endocrinologist appointment: “you’re the picture of health. Whatever you’re doing, keep doing it.”

what the fuck is wrong with me

I need the fucking macOS Ivory client to be released so I can idle here and not have to look at a UI that's just a bad clone of Tweetdeck