I'm not sure how many people on here if any listen to the Anime Sickos podcast - a podcast about the four pillars of modern misery, anime, gaming, posting and jobs - but the latest episode is about twitter after it's total capture by evil freaks and it gets really into the like - absolute anti-life joy that all of these people take in the destruction of everything good about being alive https://animesickos.com/episode/154-theres-blood-in-the-toilet-now
one other transphobia thing with trans athletes
trans athletes are such a clearly attractive way to get someone to subscribe to transphobic politics because it has that perfect amount of liberal faux-nuance where it FEELS like an uncomfortable truth but requires very little thinking. if you actually learn *why* it's not unfair, it asks critical thought while taking away your ability to feel proud of the (non)critical thought
it's so right down the alley of a liberal
I'm open for commission and wanted to see how well it works on Mastodon! If you have a friend who is looking for work and needs the support, go to them first but I want to see if I can get work like I used to on Twitter. Will draw most requests but need to agree to it first.
I do all payment through PayPal (it sucks but also the only reliable method I've found for online work) and going with $20 for an avatar, $30 for linework and $45 for full color illustrations. Message me if interested!
werewolf thoughts / angst
I want to change. I want it to hurt. I want it to feel real. I want to have to tell myself “you asked for this” as I try to keep myself from screaming. Bone warps and skin stretches almost faster than it can grow. A trillion needle-pricks of hair sprouting. The fire in my fingertips and toes as claws grow in. I want to break this human form that’s wrapped around me like an eggshell.
121. should anything happen to me
122. tell them all
123. i shed my skin
124. and returned to the wild
My coach told me she thinks I could handle running the 100km course at Black Canyon next year. I want to do it but I don’t know by what metrics I would decide whether or not it’s safe for me to go back to America. January 2024 isn’t that far away. I don’t have much hope that things will stop getting worse by then, much less get better.
Ultrarunner, trans woman, autistic, lycanthrope.