Annika, the Local Shark(s) @azushark@computerfairi.es

@Saxxon ooh nice

@BatElite switch with dom tendencies but i get some major subby moods uwu

@BatElite absolutely! <3

uwu

@xenon yes hi im shork

yeah idk ask me stuff i guess

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTbrIo1p-So

first thought uwu

also as a heads up, the amounts I need for stuff are in CAD

donations in USD are accepted tho and PayPal takes them as-is without any input from me as my account has a balance for it

and of course, those end up being converted when I transfer it to my bank, so those donations end up being bigger than you think

aaaa...

you're all awesome

I woke up to a real surprise... thank you

It's been a long time since I've had actual thoughts of suicide

They came back tonight. Up until recently it was just the occasional intrusive thought. These were very much my thoughts.

I'm having a really hard time treading water with this vortex of depression actively pulling me downward...

I'm gonna try to go to the youth clinic today, see a psych maybe.

I have a lot to get off my chest.

thinking about it, if I do receive the "pay for hours I would have worked if my hours weren't cut" bit, I'd be stable for a few more months

that plus the 2 weeks compensation would amount to (if including weeks since I made the complaint) nearly $2100

or more, depending on how long this process takes...

I don't have my hopes up for anything more than the 2 weeks compensation tho

appreciate the boosts, friends ;;

everything donated will go towards car insurance ($230) and gas money (about $50, but won't be necessary for a bit)

excess will be used to pay off a portion of my credit card (which was racked up by two necessary purchases (new car battery and some cheap shoes) just days before I lost my source of income)

if there is somehow any left after that I will pay it forward and/or refund some

I feel like I'm fucking begging at this point..

quickly approaching 2 months no income (aside from donations which have helped me stay afloat so far)

I'm quickly approaching the point where I'll need to fundraise for being able to continue driving (necessary for finding jobs among other things) for another month if I cannot find a job by sometime next month.

So... i actually don't know what else to say, but please help if you can.

https://paypal.me/azushark

I'm also considering a paypal pool instead of this...

oh yeah i've got an interview on wednesday