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these two have similar color palettes in the sense one is a hue shift of the other lmao

would be difficult to do anything in the kitchen with that massive tail of hers

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lol could you imagine my shark sona working at a fast food place

nsfw 

really consindering finally going through with that idea of having my shark have no balls just like me

or at least have that be another variation of her uwu

that said this was started back in 2010 and I had very little idea of what I was getting into

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the bullet hell was hilariously bad tho

mspaint graphics that sucked

there was also an annoying coding bug that made you shoot the level 2 bullets along with level 3 (which I did eventually fix but I forget how... i'm bad at coding and game maker wasn't great for it either)

it was otherwise ok, but far from done (the last version was like v0.1.1.3 or some shit)

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that first idea was arguably a lot like sm64, never took off

the first RPG idea was definitely based on a bunch of final fantasy games, had a ton of character designs that I still have around somewhere

the 2d platformer (which actually became a playable demo) was similar to Cave Story

bullet hell's influence should be obvious (also had a playable demo)

second RPG was damn near complete gameplay-wise (rpg maker lmao), but had a very incomplete story

now I just don't know

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the video game idea i've had sitting around for years went through so many different iterations that it's pretty far from its original state

3d platformer -> RPG (kinda JRPG style) -> 2d platformer -> bullet hell -> RPG again -> I don't know anymore

hrt, appearance, weight, negative 

hrt has been really good to me with my face and stuff

like, I know i'm rather pretty 'n stuff, but like

i feel disgusting anyway, because i'm 70lbs+ overweight
50 of that came from hrt killing my metabolism

i just... ugh

i hate this

dysphoria, surgery mention, negative 

just feeling like i'll never reach my ideal self ever, y'know...

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dysphoria, surgery mention, negative 

desire for vaginoplasty growing faster than I can lose this excess weight

tbh all of my main sonas are good for fursuits

the only problem is none of them have fur, lmao

nstw text 

so it seems i just don't get as hard using the magic wand as I do with just my hands >.>

part of that might have to do with the numbing effect the vibrations have, as well as it interfering with blood flow

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