🐲​​Friday ACAB🐉 @dragonmagic@computerfairi.es

it's strange to find myself back in the position of barely eating anything again

having to remind myself it's okay if I don't finish the meal, as long as I managed to get something in me that's good enough

so I switched probiotics and things are a lot more manageable now

I still wake up feeling gross but at least a couple of hours later I feel normal enough to eat a thing

omg I just remembered that some offline friend just started watching Naruto, she's at the dramatic Mist Clan fight/arc/thingy and ahhhh....the nostalgia....

the 2nd greatest challenge is not looking up Kaguya Love is War stuff without encountering manga spoilers

trying to get my offline pal to watch Kaguya-Sama: Love is War s2 & 3 without spoiling season 3 is one of my greatest current challenges

found a mewtwo card sleeve on the ground of my apt complex

turns out it's "Fuwa Fuwa Time" that's stuck in my head lolol classic me

suddenly K-ON! music fills my brain, and it had actually been so long since I had listened to the tracks it took me a moment to recognize it

lol my dad thinks the leasing office has some sort of conspiracy to keep me stuck in my current apartment

not that landlords are great people, but the property manager changes so often for my building that I don't think anyone stays long enough to plan anything long term malicious

I'm not sure what I thought this anime was gonna be like, but it seems to be Legit™

so I started watching Silver Spoon and like...it's *really good*

waaay better than I thought it would be

I wouldn't mind learning code either, but more of as a way to make sure I don't fall behind technology wise

kinda hate the idea of coding as a job

like I'd really like to go to trade school because I'd love to fix things as a job but physical strength has never been a strength of mine

neither is blending in with an all cis-man space :\

taking online career tests is so fun because you get results like

*thing I already went to school for
*job I'm not qualified to do; don't want to train or go back to school for it
*job that probably will not be cool with hiring someone chronically ill

and finally, "cop or detective" ​ 🙅

there are moments where I say "psychic damage" to mean cringe

and then there are times when I say "psychic damage" and it's literal

finding a cool post on lex to find out the person who wrote it has the same first name as my homophobic lil sister ​

(thankfully it's spelled differently)

trying out those chewable anti-acid thingies and wow this is the worst giant skittle I've ever had lolol

why is it the most important expensive medication I have takes the most effort to refill

so maaaybe the reason why i've been feeling like shit is because tomorrow is the 8 week mark for when I'm supposed to take another dose of the medication I've been on

but the apt stuff distracted me so of course I haven't started the process of re-ordering it

because 99% of my prescriptions refill themselves automatically, or take 1 phone call to happen

this medication takes a call and a few weeks to deliver 🙃