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sometimes I do things just to spite the part of me that says I shouldnt

this isn't inspirational

im just trying to explain why I ate every Ace in this pack of cards

washing prescribed sleeping meds down with caffeinated drinks is my primary aesthetic

if explosive barrels were as common in real life as they are in video games our society would be very different

okay but if you really think about it I think birds need jobs more than they need kidneys #givebirdsjobs #takebirdskidneys

top tip: some humans have hair that can be stolen and used to make your nest extra comfortable!

I spend an awful lot of time watching "informational" youtube videos and im 99% sure I never actually learn anything, I just trick my brain into thinking it's learning. Same goes for documentaries, like, I can never actually remember anything I "learnt" from one of those

Sometimes I look up a language I don't know much about to see if it looks very interesting. For some languages I read through the "Getting Started" guide and find myself really wanting to try it out myself.

Perl is not one of those languages, just had a look through the first page of their getting started guide and oh god I'm glad I haven't had to touch it yet, it pretty much just lists a bunch of super arbitrary pieces of inconsistent syntax examples as though they are convenient.

That feel when you are using 9/7GB of your ram #justswapmemorythings

domming and subbing at the same time is true enlightenment

How is it possible to crush on literally everyone I meet, someone please save me from myself

Figured I should probably do one of these

Hey, I'm Fyrin, I'm a UK-based CompSci student. I'm pansexual, poly, non-binary and kinky. Also very lefty, will frequently complain about capitalism.

I've got a bunch fun #mentalhealth shit, so, uh, sadposting is a thing I do sometimes. Might be autistic, jury is still out on that, definitely weird though either way.

Follow for shitposts, leftposts, sadposts, queerposts, codeposts and lewdposts

#introductions #queer #kink

I swear bedside tables just generate books like I don't even really read any more and I can't remember owning any of these books but any time I clear it there is a different book sitting on it after a few days at most

I literally have 0 idea whether I am even remotely likeable in person or whether people are just nice to me because they can't come up with any concrete reasons why not to be

the unpredictable, chaotic and seemingly arbitrary whims of my mental health are very frustrating to work with, like how the fuck am I meant to be productive and have committments when crippling sads and overwhelming anxiety can just appear at any point without warning or consistency

ugh the dumbest things make me anxious, and once Im anxious every other little thing in social situation just increases that anxiety exponentially and I end up just becoming a socially awkward mess and say and do stupid shit and then I worry Im making people uncomfortable with my personal #brand of loud obnoxious awkwardness which only serves to make me even more anxious and ruining any impression I am making on the people around me and aaaaa I am screm