i'm back home and SO TIRED. the whole week was just jammed with work ;.;
today: trans/intersex art festival! (was fun but it turns out i am at critical low levels of social energy)
tomorrow: nothing
monday: therapist appt
tuesday: D&D
wednesday: enby support group
thursday: drive to parents' (ugh)
friday: fly to nola
saturday: NOLA GRAVEYARD TOUUUURRRR also a wedding i guess
sunday: fly back to parents'
monday: drive home
tuesday: D&D
I AM READY TO DO HECKING NOTHING FOREVER
insomnia, food (~), social (-)
i’m sorry for mayoposting. i could have used ketchup, tbh. i really want some spicy mustard. but here we are
i fell asleep way too early and i am eating a grilled cheese sandwich and a coffee now, is this breakfast? it’s like 3 am here
time shifting is so weird, and being socially on guard WHILE teaching and trying to be real friendly all day, puts me in this state of metacognitive imbalance. this grilled cheese is all i have atm
@heytanuki Done and done~. Right after I make a shirt that says, "So wait, MTG doesn't stand for Male to Gamergirl?"
gendered societal things (+)
I just had breakfast, the hotel waitstaff was super respectful, and it's so comfy. I am a little awkward at first then I realize the experience is really euphoric and I loosen up and actually talk to people like they're people u.u
I love being in not-Texas and I am giving big tips on the company dime for just not gendering me either literally or subtly aaaahhhhh
be nice to tanuki 💜💜💜
gendered societal things (+)
society pushes women to not take up space; I know a lot of transfemme folks who are like HECK THAT and it's beautiful
society pushes men to not take up *emotional* space and I know some transmasc folks that are hecking that real good and it's beautiful
since being outwardly (sometimes subtly!) neither/both, it's so refreshing to just not deal with it, sometimes the world is understanding and lets me take a breath
quick Tanuki ref! bwaaa it's at least a start, I should get all this better organized
the intimidating thing about ref sheets is consistent sizing and details, but once it's down it should stay down!
also Mae Borowski's shirt because I just got another one in last week and I love it (a second because I forgot that I always go up a size or two on raglan shirts)
motivation (+)
okay heck i'm putting on De La and putting my knuckles into this junk, let's
____....>LET"S PERFORMANCE EVALUATION !!____
hi my name is tanuki (they/them), i'm a tanuki. ace, diamoric, still unabashedly adoring fat people. enby af. that means nonbinary. it's a term i prefer.
building a gender out of scrap parts.
maybe you knew me before. if you have questions, just ask~