lydia, natalie, [suicide]
when Natalie died, the hole she left was visible. Even though we didn't talk that often, I still saw her every day or two and her absence was noticable
With Lydia, I kept thinking "oh I need to get back in touch, have more of our fun conversations, play games together, jibe and jab, connect..."
and now that will never happen
I was thinking about the fun times we would have if I got back in touch.... but I never got a chance to
lydia, natalie, [suicide]
I never got to tell her how much she meant to me
lydia, natalie, [suicide], don't respond
I shouldn't have read her suicide note
now I'm crying too much
lydia, natalie, [suicide]
@lizardsquid Holes are punched in the world, and sometimes all you can do is maneuver around the edge shape that's left.
lydia, natalie, [suicide]
Lydia left a hole, but I can't see it