Esme Povirk @madewokherd@computerfairi.es
Joined Aug 2018
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(asking the important questions here, boost for science)
Consider the following:
- made in Japan: check
- appears in manga or anime: check
- transformation sequence: check
- female: check
So, w that in mind… Does Samus Aran (from the Metroid franchise) qualify as a magical girl?
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hate crimes are for losers do love crimes
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For those of us with ADHD, if you are thinking about a task every second you’re not doing it and desperately want to do the task more than anything else and are devastated that you can’t do it so much that you use all your energy just on trying to make yourself do the thing that you want to do but can’t, that is NOT procrastination. That is executive dysfunction. It only seems like procrastination to people who have never experienced executive dysfunction and those who have only ever experienced executive dysfunction.
Procrastination is when you fully have the ability to do something and choose not to do it but to do the thing you prefer doing instead. I hadn’t experienced this until very recently, after a lot of therapy and medication.
@wwahammy We can also get menopause-like symptoms from going off E
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“You would be right to think that. It’s the first thought I had back when I started to look at this data. It’s OK. You’re still in the denial stage. Hopefully you’ll reach anger by the end of this post.”
https://opensourcesecurity.io/2025/08-oss-one-person/
@thinkygames Wait where is there a bunny in HyperRogue?
lewd, silly
Tracking major game releases by the uptick in furry porn on e621.
hypno, self, rambling
@emerald I don't think pleasure works for me as a reward even when it does occur. Or maybe it's operant conditioning in general that doesn't seem to work..
mh stuff
@emerald It seemed to me that which solution it suggests depends on whether it's currently an unreasonable response, or a reasonable response to an unreasonable situation. I don't know your situation that well.
Like I have to imagine there are circumstances where one's effort is truly ineffective, and the solution is to redirect that effort to escaping those circumstances.
@emerald FWIW when I say "examining" I mean directly observing (and maybe even poking a bit), not analyzing.
What you're describing sounds like learned helplessness, not that I'd know much about that.
@emerald have you considered spending the 50 minutes examining what's getting in the way of your initiative, while you're doing that?
"So what made you decide to start speedrunning this game?"
"I was debugging a random crash, so I'd have to play for a few minutes at a time to make the crash happen. I couldn't save, so I'd try to go fast to see as much of it as possible."
re: cognitohazard? cognitoopportunity?
There's this feeling of mental "fog" that I haven't been experiencing lately, and I attribute that to working on this and keeping up with it.
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Processing the "titles without name" section (the "sir/ma'am" question) and it always makes me question my past survey choices, because it's always:
USA: I wish we had a good gender-neutral alternative to sir/ma'am!!!!!
Everywhere else: NO ONE says sir/ma'am, why is this question even on the survey
I am wondering how long I can do this before just making a formal statement that I'm removing the question and the USA need to just get over sir/ma'am on their own??
@b0rk I was merging a subtree of another repository into a different path on the destination.
This is the commit in question: https://gitlab.winehq.org/mono/mono/-/commit/89ec6bd4a09e015c0b4bb85e992ebbe3350274cd
@b0rk I had previously been "somewhat uncomfortable" (maybe cautious would be a better phrasing for how I felt?), but once I learned about git switch and git restore I stopped using git checkout and git reset entirely, so I answered that I never use it.
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I hope the Next Big Thing in technology is naps, so that we just start shoving naps into everything, absolutely everything.
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We wrote about Magical Literacy and Ai Psychosis last week. We've been thinking a lot more about the subject recently for no particular reason, decided to do a followup.
cognitohazard? cognitoopportunity?
Addendum: for me it can also be different forms of tiredness. Or the "brain residue" that making decisions seems to leave. And those require rest of a sort, but the rest can be made more efficient by directing it to the specific condition. Which isn't always equally easy and may take more time.
re: hypnosis //
@lioness This led to thinking for a long time that we were "bad at being hypnotized" or "not a good subject" or at least missing something important that would've made it more effective. Because there's still stuff that our brain is clearly capable of, but that we can't seem to do intentionally or via hypnosis.
Joined Aug 2018
