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smol cat learning about the cyber machines. EN & DE. they, it / per, es, ersie, xier. @maunzikation @maunzikation
Joined Apr 2017
Omg, should I watch the stream with terrible cringeworthy austrian commentary? It might be fun, but, aah, decisions #eurovision
@cassolotl@cybre.space OK OK I WILL *runs off looking for snacks*
You might be slowly convincing me to watch #Eurovision, Mastodon people. (It is not decided yet.)
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@purpleeatary oooh, that's cool!
Basically, gib mir einfach was mit der Ästhetik des Armaturenbretts eines VW-Busses aus den 80ern und ich bin glücklich *shakes head @ self*
But omg, still very much my aesthetics ✨
https://computerfairi.es/media/CrSgY5yUIe-RdT979ZU https://computerfairi.es/media/ijnSRT5MB_3qac0W06g
I rediscovered my analog SLR and got excited because I just left it on my desk with a film in it for years and never used it and omg the probably changed colors are going to be an interesting accent on my sub-mediocre photography… until I discovered that it's one of those fake-b/w films, so, well, not that many colors m)
AND I, JACK, THE PUMPKIN KING
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look, I am not a fun cat, actually, I am quite frustrating to watch and while I can appear cute at times, mostly I'm just a lot of whining constantly leaking out of an overdone old meme
@Sasha thank you for your advice, but in my experience, giving up is usually not an active decision for me, it just happens. i have tried other ways, which usually ended in me simply forgetting that i was trying to learn something after a few days, and remembering months later :D and i am not primarily studying this as a way to learn programming, actually, even though that might sound weird.
you know the thing with studying computer science ~as a joke~ is that… i actually want to do it not-as-a-joke, but i don't have the energy for university at all, that's why i gave up on linguistics, and i don't have the energy to learn things that are hard for me, like maths, and so i'm kind of stuck in this weird "i'm finishing this intro to programming class but then i'll probably give up" space that makes everything feel very useless and that takes the joy out of things pretty fast.
sorry i feel like hiding for being a 25 year old who's just now learning to code, at uni, which both feels super embarassing idk
I'm still embarassed that I don't seem to get pointers at all, even after a LOT of trying to understand and loads of different explanations, but at least they won't be part of the exam to the extent that I thought they would be and that is such a relief
@distelfliege hm, ja das klingt super nervig
@distelfliege ich hab auch den Eindruck, dass die begeisterungswelle in meiner TL vorbei ist :o bei mir ja auch, aaaber. Schade.
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How would you model executive dysfunction in a video game? Ideas:
Depression: A character that just sits down and ignores button input at random.
ADHD: Internal monologues that overlap NPC dialogue. A mission list that randomly rearranges/drops objectives. Random camera jumps. 80% of highlighted objects are irrelevant.
Anxiety: Threat indicator highlights all NPCs. Gun is pulled out without input at random. All the many objective markers are shown at all times and are huge.
actual picture of me getting hugs, probably http://fotos.verwaltungsportal.de/seitengenerator/umtopfen_anheben.jpg
I'm kind of tired, but I also want to repot my cacti
smol cat learning about the cyber machines. EN & DE. they, it / per, es, ersie, xier. @maunzikation @maunzikation
Joined Apr 2017
