maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

Inkjet or Laser? I was raised around the sweet ozone of copiers, so I personally lean laser. — as much as i hate getting my paws covered in toner dust fixing laser printers, i hate nothing more than the cost and waste o… https://retrospring.net/maple_syrup/a/106506158463709820

i'm alive. i'm still not ok. i read every message from those who cared enough to send them, thank you. i'm going to stay away for a while longer.

if i do it soon enough nobody will even notice because it'll be overshadowed. you know.

if i just emotionally revert to my channer imageboard moderator years i can give everybody the excuse they're all looking for to wash their hands of me so nobody feels guilty when i do everybody a favour by killing myself

i angrily envy all of you who have friends and were invited to hang out and stuff. i'm almost 30 and i never did any of that. i'm toxic waste but nobody lets me off myself because suicide icky

"these isolating times" isn't covid years for me. it's my entire adult life and ongoing. nobody gives a fuck

what happens now

if your votes on someone's poll won't save does that mean they've muted you

for being so suicidal online i sure don't even have any self harm scars to show for it. no wonder nobody will ever take me seriously

reaching out doesn't do anything. support structures don't exist. everybody will do the bare minimum to make sure you'll just be someone else's problem until you're nobody else's problem. you are alone. give up

i'm not lucky enough to have friends

i'm just asking is it just the url or am i really that big a piece of shit

would i be getting more questions if i were using curiouscat instead of retrospring because every time i post my retrospring link nobody gives a shit and every time my mutuals post their curiouscat links they get flooded with questions

i don't have friends i don't have anywhere to go all i have are suicide threats to get a few people to have a shred of care about me because they're too busy elsewhere the rest of the time to consider me a friend. i just want to never bother anyone ever again