maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

waiting is torture

itchy brain. itch itch. unstoppable leg. ugh

i'm getting a live retelling of Antonia's Line from @aquinton@twitter.com as she watches it and it's making me so giddy rewatching it through someone else's eyes

PSA for people making CRT shaders: your scanlines and your vertical pixel resolutions need to match

sorry i don't do camera face tracking stuff! i don't want to! i'm perfectly happy with my voice tracking #vtuber setup, i don't need to mimic what everybody else is doing

i once got a live2d artist hounding me in my DMs saying how my #vtuber "model" is "simple" and they could do better if i paid them to

if this is the culture #envtuber fosters rather than just letting streamers do their own thing then i'm glad not to be considered a real one

i do envy a bit that vtubers say that they're all part of a community and they all look after each other yada yada and even after trying to connect with a few of them i'm ignored because i'm not the True VTuber Cookie Cutter Live2D type

i know at some level this has to do with me being envious that everybody else is better than me at the things i do but also even when i try to be friendly i'm ignored so i just haven't tried anymore.

i'm so bad at networking. i do pixel art but i'm not part of pixel art twitter. i'm a vtuber but i'm not a part of vtuber twitter. i'm a furry but i'm not part of furry twitter. i don't know how other people do it, i'm just a ghost to everybody else