maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

the cool part about having my own website is that nobody can argue with the stuff i put on it

don't tell people "it's ok to want attention" if you're ready to ostracize them the minute they beg for it

like there's only so many times i can be told "you can always reach out to me" when nobody reaches out to me

no, i don't feel like i can reach out to you

i feel like people either hate me or think i'm untouchable or are afraid of me and i'm like ok how do i restart so i can have friends who actually reply to my posts instead of being intimidated to ever talk to me when i'm begging for people to talk to me

or is it an admission i was never allowed on your side to begin with

can we stop like, beating up the people that are supposed to be on our side

this mean girl routine that a lot of twitter seems to put on is exactly the kind of shit that kept me alone and suicidal during my formative years and honestly i'm just sick of it

"omg quit giving me bad vibes by replying to my selfies that you wish you looked as good as me, peasant" lol stop posting selfies then

like ok, look, there's entire psychology books to be written about jealousy and how to deal with it

calling people out publicly ain't it

this is a subtweet to many

yeah sorry i called it the trans fandom because i'm mentally ill and upset about the current trans online zeitgeist and not being trans enough to be a part of it lol

something about the trans twitter online exhibitionism trend compounded with publicly calling out whenever they get 1 (one) self-pity reply from people already suffering from loneliness and depression is one of the biggest issues with the trans fandom

just tell me you hate me to my face

these are subtweets sorry

sorry everybody else has a healthier kink life than me and i resent you for it

i need to fucking leave twitter lol shitty envy machine

trans dommes aren't real they're just a lie by big thirst to generate inflation in the thirst market prove me wrong