maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

@tezoatlipoca i made it very clear. this is also linked in my bio, which nobody reads. https://computerfairi.es/@mavica_again/110573733959251340

i am so glad you agree

i sincerely want to just stop existing right now

@mos_8502 that's a drone number. i've done a little nes dev but only c. i have the capacity to understand assembly but no will to. i already did enough programming in my life, if you're asking if i want to be a programmer in a group i would rather not. which is why i emphasized pixel art and music

going to just delete and deactivate all of my accounts to see if anyone even notices

what's a community. never been in one. wasn't allowed to

i'm so fucking lonely

even when i say i'm suicidal on here i barely get a response. one day i could be gone and i feel like maybe a couple of people would go "shame. ah well"

everybody admires how outspoken i am. always from afar.

i wish i could get a lobotomy type procedure done to remove all my integrity and then maybe people would like me more for being agreeable

i had so many opportunities to keep my fucking mouth shut and not ruin a good thing if i had just let people have their way with me and then i wouldn't be lonely anymore but no i guess i always have to have an opinion

someone please form a scene group with me. or a game jam dev team or whatever. i do pixel art and music. i was never invited to anything and i am so fucking alone and i want a community to build stuff with.

working with open source

i am right and others are wrong.

@datarama "in one's free time" really is the key here!

@datarama but you try to reality check them and then you're being a downer debbie for saying that something is "impossible". i just really have no patience with this sort of people

@datarama these kids are like "i can't wait until the cardputer gets feature parity with the flipper zero!" like they don't understand that software won't give it RFID capability that the chip doesn't have.

@datarama i was happy to have people play with the little sequencer i'm making but they want me to "share my creation" like a binary alone isn't already doing that. most of these posters are half my age, too, and they all bought a development platform without knowing how to code and rely on those who do to work for them for free.

i can't approach this kindly, personally