maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

who called it a spice rack and not a thyme-keeping device

"what are you talking about of course there's other online shops" then why y'all still telling me about shit you paid jeff bezos for

united states, land of the free? you don't even get a choice of online shopping that isn't amazon

i guess i'll have a couple of caffeine pills

it didn't do anything

how do i get fired

i'm too high-functioning to get proper medication like adderall

drinking a whole energy drink hoping it'll kick my stupid ass out of being depressed and stupid

i just wish people would stop *pretending* they like me when they don't

jaded and acidic and lashing out and wondering gee why the fuck does nobody like me i wonder

just goes to show that "all you need to do is reach out" is a bullshit lie

i wonder what all the people who follow me think about my constant cries for help

what do you do when you're literally just sitting for hours on end just waiting for a new tweet a new message anything not to feel like you're the last person on the internet

what if i just stopped showing up at my job

https://soundcloud.com/svetlana-unfinished/sounds_like_scotchogg

i can't restart my life and i can't seem to redeem myself. i don't fucking know what i'm supposed to do but end it

the only time i ever get any sort of recognition is when someone bigger than me cares enough to promote me in some fashion (incl socially) and even then i'm usually not even directly addressed because ew who would want to talk to filthy old me

please keep all of that in mind next time i feel like killing myself. this is a huge motivator for it. you did this

i lost 5 followers yesterday for god knows what reason. fucking block me already fuck it. i have so many people i don't even know who i never even talked to who have me blocked, and they're all friends of mutuals on twitter. never try to tell me i'm not a public enemy