seeing stuff i want and can't have plastered all around me just alienates me rather than make me feel represented
that might be a me problem but god it's not like anybody seems intent on wanting to help me feel any better about it
so much for "it's ok to ask for help" crowd
when that valhalla or whatever game came out and fedi wouldn't shut up about it i think was one of my most miserable moments online
"if you're a robot girl you'll want to read this novel" bold of you to assume i want to read a story where someone who isn't me gets to be who i want to be and i won't feel immense dread and jealousy about it
this is why i can't with most queer indie media (games, novels, etc) that "should" be "aimed" at "me"
so "funny" (sic) how fractured and broken the fediverse is
i see a question posted on the federated timeline by a random person, decide to answer it
i look at their post on their remote instance, my answer is nowhere to be seen. other people's replies with the same answer are there.
in my own instance there are no replies other than my own. a person who isn't the OP or the other repliers favourites my answer.
the OP probably never saw my reply.
Hive mind here's a weird problem. If I measure the resistance across what I believe is a carbon steel ball bearing, that I've scrubbed with steel wool and then washed with acetone, the resistance between the probe points is a rapidly fluctuating number between 30 and 800 ohms. If I do the same thing with a carbon steel file it's steady at about 0.5 ohms. Any guesses about why a ball bearing acts like this?
these distances used to be the same which means that now on New Discord:tm: i constantly feel like my chat is scrolled up instead of caught up at the bottom
the margins are all fucking wrong and it's seriously upsetting me
graphic design really is their fucking passion over at the discord inc
this is like learning a complicated daw like ableton or fruityloops in order to cut a song down to a ringtone for your phone
i literally just want to move a relief in to make it inset instead and make a little notch along an edge, and the best software to do that doesn't deal in real world units
fantastic
i guess the best tool for modifying STLs you don't have the source file for is still blender
getting extremely sick of seeing other trans women getting excited about contrapoints as if she isn't the most 'f*ck you got mine' assimilationist on the planet who has happily sold the poor trannies who can't make rent or meds without begging online out for the chance to be that pretty thin white woman on the internet peddling disguised right wing talking points under bisexual lighting.
https://netizen.club/~wildweasel/updates/2025-03-24.html - Can a game console treading water truly be saved by the presence of Golf Game? Well not really, or at least this one probably didn't help much!
queer robot squirrelbunny girl, un-retired computer fairies founder (2017-2021, 2024-), drone #6502, official amiga mascot, making a return to upset those who told us to leave.
https://pronoun.gdn/byte?or=it, robot, lowercase, check system link above, meat shell is 31yo, i block underage
i like being flirted with
HRT: 15/11/2015
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